When Jin Xin and Lan Fei learned the news, they rushed over.
I saw the concubine in beautiful clothes, crying and kneeling outside.
Huang Wanshun looked at the two of them coming, as if he had seen a savior. Huang Wanshun stepped forward, bent down, and said, "Your Majesty, the Emperor is angry again. He is still ill now, so he can't be angry anymore. After you go in, But you have to be patient and give good advice."
Concubine Lan glanced at the concubine and was also a little dissatisfied, "The emperor originally ordered that the concubines were not allowed to visit, but some cheap guys wanted to trouble her. Now that the emperor has been annoyed, what else can I do except cry?"
Fangbi knew she was talking about her, but she didn't dare to reply.
The emperor's appearance just now was too scary. It's best if someone can comfort the emperor, otherwise the emperor will continue to humiliate himself and no one can save him.
She can't be quick to talk for a while.
Jin Xin naturally knew the reason why the emperor didn't want to see anyone. It was simply because he felt that he was no longer good, had low self-esteem, became sensitive, and was inherently suspicious. Anyone who touched his bad luck would explode.
It's been several days. Jin Xin thought about waiting for him to get better before coming back, but there were people paying attention to him every day.
If Concubine Fang wanted to come in, Jin Xin should be indulgent, otherwise, she would have been stopped outside.
"You are all waiting outside. No one is allowed here upstairs. There is some noise coming from inside. You are not allowed to come in. Do you understand?" Jin Xin looked at them and said in a cold tone.
Huang Wanshun then ordered, "Everyone, go down. No one is allowed upstairs."
After they all went down, Jin Xin opened the door and went in.
The ground had not been cleaned up and was in a mess. The emperor was sitting on the bed with a dejected expression and his eyes closed, as if he had no energy.
After so many days of self-torture, all the pride in him was gone.
Jin Xin stepped forward and picked up the debris on the ground bit by bit. She didn't say anything. The only sound of their breathing was in the room. She continued to clean up, and he continued to torture himself.
After almost cleaning up, she stood up slowly and stepped forward to touch him, but was pushed away by the emperor reflexively. Jin Xin screamed and fell to the ground. When she raised her eyes again, she met his gloomy and sharp look. look.
"Your Majesty, it's been all these days and you haven't figured it out yet?" Jin Xin didn't feel scared because of his anger. Instead, she looked at him heartbrokenly and stood up slowly.
"What have you figured out? Do you accept that you are a useless person?" He asked, very self-deprecating, with sadness and unwillingness in his eyes.
"Does your Majesty think that whether you are a useless person is defined by whether you can make a woman happy?" Jin Xin asked.
These words made him startled, making a woman happy?
She actually said that men love women and men make women happy?
"I am not a tool to please them!" the emperor said angrily.
"Yes, so why is the emperor angry?" Jin Xin asked pretending not to understand.
"I can't help it anymore. Are there any emperors in history who are not men?" The emperor said, beating his thigh, wanting to smash his fist in the middle.
"The more the emperor cares about this, the more he confines himself. Besides, the situation is not as bad as you think. The emperor is patriotic and loves the people. He attacked the vassal country less than three years after he ascended the throne. Doesn't this count as your political achievement? In order for the people to live and work in peace and contentment, the emperor worked hard day and night. From the time when he first came to the throne, the people were in constant trouble, to solving the floods in the south, and the people in the Central Plains to get a good harvest, to correcting the corrupt officials, and bringing benefits to the people, and became the first in the throne. The opening of Enke in 2016 has allowed thousands of students to realize their dreams. Aren't these the emperor's abilities? Will the people of the world care about your ability in bed? "
No one had said these words to him.
He never thought he was a good person. His hands were stained with blood and he dared to touch anyone. He even felt that he was a person with no bottom line.
He wants to get the throne and power. He knows everything he has done, even many things, and he doesn't care. He knows what kind of pain his actions bring to others, but he is the emperor.
He wanted to please himself because he felt he was the emperor and that was how he should be.
Now, he may not have physical pleasure anymore, so as an emperor, can he still do something interesting?
But he also knows his responsibilities. He works diligently day and night, not only because of the supervision of officials, but also because he understands the responsibilities of this position.
Now that his ability as a man is gone, how can he let himself go.
"But, will you accept that I am not a man?" he asked.
Jin Xin stepped forward and stretched out her hand in front of him, waiting for him to reach out.
The emperor always frowned and hesitated, and finally slowly raised his hand to her. Jin Xin breathed a sigh of relief, sat next to him, and looked at him tenderly, "I love the emperor, an emperor who asks for the lives of all people. Naturally, I also love the emperor who makes me happy, but this is not the most important thing, the emperor is the emperor, no matter what you are like, I will love you."
There was tenderness in her eyes, and the emperor was naturally moved.
"Do you really think I am a good emperor?"
"Yes." She said extremely seriously.
He breathed a deep sigh of relief, and his brows finally relaxed, "Some time ago, I was too stupid. Are you angry?"
"What do you think, Your Majesty?" she asked.
"So my retribution has come, this is my fate." He thought of Yibi and still gritted his teeth with hatred.
"I will kill all the Zhang family members!" the emperor said through gritted teeth.
Jin Xin has no opinion on this matter.
The Zhang family actually didn't care about Zhang Yueyi. In order to escape, they sent their daughter to the former Duke's Mansion to be played with. In fact, the Zhang family had also sent their daughter to gain benefits before. They took her home but did not let her She really became a good woman.
All I can say is that it's all a tragedy.
"Your Majesty, my concubine is still confessing her crime outside. Do you want to forgive me?" Jin Xin asked.
"She wears such bright clothes just to stimulate me and reduce her to a noble person." The emperor said coldly.
"They don't know what's wrong with the emperor, so the emperor should be more at ease."
Naturally, the emperor knew that they did not know, and the imperial doctor would not be so ignorant. It was just that the emperor had to suffer for himself after all.
"Jin Xin, I am really grateful to God for allowing you to come to me." He said with emotion.
Jin Xin smiled and said, "I am the same."
"After I return, I will issue a decree to make you the imperial concubine." He said softly.
When Jin Xin heard this, she was a little surprised and asked quickly, "Didn't the Emperor say that he would wait for six months after the late Queen's mourning period?"
"I love you to be the queen. Time is not a problem. You deserve this position."
Jin Xin quickly knelt down and said, "Thank you, my concubine."
One step closer to what she wanted.
When the emperor heard this, he pulled her up with a smile and said, "You must accompany me song by song until the end of your life."
Jin Xin snuggled in front of the emperor and breathed a sigh of relief.
