He has a year at most, but according to the current situation, he may have to lie down for half a year before dying.
He wasn't sure what day he would be unable to get out of bed.
Of course he will let himself live with dignity and leave with dignity.
But if his body is no longer under his control, he can only ask Jin Xin to help him.
After hearing what he said, Jin Xin was troubled and unwilling to agree.
It's not that he doesn't want to take the blame, but if he agrees, it means he doesn't have a few months left.
It was not the last moment yet, and she was unwilling to sentence him to death so early.
"Is that okay?" He said with caution in his eyes, fearing that she would refuse.
The moment Jin Xin closed her eyes, tears fell down. She put her head on his chest and let the tears fall. Her shoulders were shaking. She knew she shouldn't cry, but she couldn't help it.
"Don't cry, people always have to leave. It's just that I left earlier. At least, I am worthy of my ancestors and I won't be afraid to face my father and the others when I go." The emperor saw her crying and held her hand with both hands. shoulders, trying to comfort her.
Jin Xin sobbed, feeling uncontrollably sad.
"I don't want it." She shook her head.
"Didn't you promise me anything just now?" He looked at her helplessly. The only person he could trust was her. If she refused, would he really have to wait for death slowly on the hospital bed?
"Can't we find another way?" Jin Xin was angry. Can't we go to southern Xinjiang and find another way?
The emperor refused, saying he didn't want to be disappointed again.
How do you know there is no antidote if you don't even try.
"Southern Xinjiang is also eyeing the Celestial Empire. If they knew that I was poisoned, how would they really hand over the antidote? I didn't go there because of the stability of the Celestial Empire. Even if there was an antidote, they wouldn't Give."
If they knew he was poisoned, even if they sent troops to attack, they wouldn't be able to tell.
King He'an was also considered a famous general, but he was poisoned by them and his whole life was ruined.
The emperor has supported several trusted and loyal ministers, and asked Jiang Quwu to assist him as the emperor's advisor. He also supported other foreign ministers and restrained them from each other. Once one party had different intentions, the other ministers would definitely unite to fight against him. With all the military power, he Scattered in various places, a decree has been drawn up. When the young emperor reaches the age of crown, all forces must hand over military power. If they disobey, all forces can kill the rebels. Now that the situation has stabilized, he is dead. In the end, these people could only recognize the prince as their master.
He has laid the groundwork for the prince. In the past two years, he has suppressed other family forces and eliminated some forces with different intentions. He has no regrets now.
He was relieved about the throne. What he valued so much at the beginning was something that he would take with him in life or death, but he understood it too late.
Seeing how determined the emperor was, Jin Xin could only nod despite her reluctance.
Seeing that she was willing to agree, the emperor was very happy and hugged her again, "Thank you."
He has lived his life in vain.
Jin Xin looked at the emperor's relaxed expression, but in her heart she was unwilling to accept such an ending.
After getting off the tower, the emperor took a rest early due to physical reasons.
Jin Xin sent someone to send a message to Jiang Quwu, asking him to come to Kunning Palace.
Jiang Quwu was appointed as the prince's teacher, and he also had to assist the prince. It was common for him to stay in the palace.
When I arrived, I saw that the queen's eyes were very red and her nose was also red.
"What happened? Did you quarrel with the emperor?" Jiang Quwu asked curiously.
Jin Xin shook his head, "I called brother here because I wanted to ask you about the antidote I asked you to find. How did it go?"
Since last year, Jin Xin has also sent people to inquire about the antidote for insect poison in southern Xinjiang, but there has been no news.
Hearing this, Jiang Quwu sighed, "This poison is produced in the Annan area. To get there, you have to cross Southern Xinjiang. The Celestial Empire has always been at odds with Southern Xinjiang. Our people can't get close to Southern Xinjiang at all. We can only go by sea. It takes half a year to go back and forth, not to mention the time to find the antidote locally. When the language is blocked, survival is a problem."
He sent out at least a dozen teams, walking on the border of southern Xinjiang in the name of caravans, but no news has been reported back yet.
It's not peaceful there, and it's even more difficult to get medicine.
For Jin Xin, this news was more like a stone pressing down on her heart, making her depressed.
"Then send more people, including experts from the palace, and spend money to hire private experts to find the medicine." Jin Xin gritted her teeth.
Jin Xin didn't want to give up until the last moment.
In the past two years, Jin Xin has also seen clearly that the emperor is really trying his best to make plans for Hong'er.
He would rather waste his life than let the enemy country take advantage of it. The emperor is only thirty-two years old.
How many people can start their lives at the age of thirty, but he has to end his life? It shouldn't be like this.
Jiang Quwu nodded, "Okay, I understand. I will send more people when I get back. Don't worry too much. You look quite haggard now."
When Jin Xin heard this, she couldn't help but care about her appearance. Indeed, worry makes people old. She was not happy living in the palace. When she thought about it, she would have to sit in a high position by herself. There was no one around her to share her emotions. She faced her every day. How can she be happy if she is standing against a high wall?
But this face was originally used as a bargaining chip to attract the emperor. Is it getting old now?
After Jiang Quwu left, Jinxin walked back into the palace, and the emperor was standing in the middle. When Jinxin came in, she was startled, "Your Majesty, aren't you asleep?"
"After a nap, I can't see you when I get up." He said, like a child, a little aggrieved.
Jin Xin smiled, walked forward, and held his hand, "I'm back, you can continue to sleep."
The emperor nodded and lay down with her.
He gently touched her eyebrows and said gently, "I heard everything you said to Jiang Quwu just now."
Jin Xin remained silent, leaning forward and listening to his heartbeat quietly.
"You actually have me in your heart, right?" he asked.
Jin Xin hugged him and said softly, "Your Majesty, even if I don't have you in my heart, I don't want you to die. You are my husband and the father of my children. You are the head of the world and the king that all people rely on. Even if you don't You should also think about Tianchao, Hong'er is young after all, do you really think that outsiders can be more devoted to him than your father?"
Although the emperor made a trade-off, there will always be ambitious people.
The emperor chuckled, "Why do you have to say these high-sounding words? You just have me in your heart, so don't be harsh."
Jin Xin smiled bitterly, "The Emperor says so."
She couldn't tell whether it was true or not, but it was true that she loved herself more.
The two hugged each other and fell asleep.
Half a month later, Jin Xin did not wait for the good news about Jiang Quwu, but instead waited for the news about Gu Zhao's return to the court.
Jin Xin was surprised, "Isn't General Gu guarding the Western Region? Why is he back?"
"The emperor asked me to come back. There are 100,000 troops stationed at the border of the Western Region. Those civilian forces dare not mess around. The emperor asked me to stay in Beijing and serve." Gu Zhao said respectfully.
As soon as he came back, he went to the palace to report on his duties. He happened to see the queen on the road, and he was pleasantly surprised.
