The fingers were very soft, and there was no force when they poked her chest. However, Ye Wanqing felt as if some sharp blade had penetrated her heart, and blood flowed like a column in an instant.
Her heart hurt a little bit. It wasn't very painful at first, but the pain kept getting overwhelming, as if it was hurting to the bone marrow.
Her eyes were hot and her throat was sore from being choked. It was clear that her tears would burst into tears at the next moment, but she bit her lip to hold them back.
Can't cry yet.
She thought, Mr. Gu had just bought her a suite and was condescending to coax her. If she cried, wouldn't it be disrespectful to him?
The sponsor's father didn't pay to see her cry.
She tried her best to raise the corners of her lips, smile, and hold back the tears that overflowed into her eyes.
The soreness in his throat turned into a tightness that poured into his chest, making his already painful heart even more painful, and then went numb.
She has endured a lot of pain, but what does this little pain mean now?
She can survive this.
Ye Wanqing said to herself, Gu Jinyuan suddenly reached out and turned her head to face him.
"What happened to Xie Fei will never happen again, and what happened this time will also never happen again." He assured her seriously. The pain in her throat had not completely dissipated, and Ye Wanqing was speechless. Finally she heard He added: "Mrs. Gu, if you encounter anything unhappy in the future, you can try to tell me."
He hoped that she would love him unreservedly, and on this basis, he gave her a certain amount of favor.
"good."
Ye Wanqing nodded in agreement, but there was no wave in her heart.
Her courage to get close to him and fall in love with him had been exhausted before.
There were too many differences between them. She had looked up to him and tried to catch him. Now she was left with a poor soul trapped by an invisible disease. She really had no ability to love him anymore and could only make herself like a puppet on strings. Just like that, he completed his request mechanically and dullly.
After receiving Ye Wanqing's answer, Gu Jinyuan's brows relaxed, and he even raised his eyebrows in a good mood.
He exerted a slight force to let Ye Wanqing lean on his shoulder.
Being restrained by the seat belt, this position actually made her uncomfortable, but Ye Wanqing did not say it out loud as she had just promised.
It doesn't matter if she is happy or not, the most important thing is to make him happy.
They returned to the villa in silence all the way. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. Lu Zhou held an umbrella and sent them back to the villa as usual.
It was a little late, so I opened the door and went in. The two little guys were already lying on the sofa, covered with blankets and fell asleep.
They put on thick pajamas and slept with their heads next to each other like small animals.
Ye Wanqing walked over and kissed them gently on the head.
"Mommy!"
Ye Chenlin muttered something in a daze, but Ye Wanqing did not wake him up and whispered: "It's okay, go to sleep."
Ye Chenlin curled up for a while and then fell into a deep sleep. Gu Jinyuan changed his shoes and walked over. Ye Wanqing looked up at him: "Send them back to their room to rest first." After saying this, she felt it was not enough and added: "Be careful, don't Woke them up."
Gu Jinyuan originally wanted to grab the back collars of the two of them with one hand, but after hearing this, he made a rare move and bent slightly to take the two children into his arms.
His shoulders were broad, supported by blood ties. The two children did not wake up after being picked up by him. Instead, they rubbed their heads and found a comfortable position to sleep like kangaroos.
"Amazing!"
Ye Wanqing praised him sincerely. Gu Jinyuan said nothing and held the two children firmly upstairs. Ye Wanqing followed him back to the bedroom, first helping him find clothes and put in hot water.
Gu Jinyuan came in quickly, and Ye Wanqing said considerately: "The hot water has been put in. You just got wet in the rain, so take a shower first."
She also saw him getting caught in the rain last night, but she didn't say anything.
Gu Jinyuan found her current thoughtfulness very helpful. He couldn't help but step forward and hug her, and issued a suggestive invitation: "Together?"
"No, my menstrual period is coming in the next two days, so it's inconvenient."
Ye Wanqing refused first. Gu Jinyuan didn't remember her life and had no suspicion. He kissed her for a while before letting her go into the bathroom.
When the bathroom door closed, Ye Wanqing's expression changed, she covered her mouth and retched twice.
She was indeed quite ill, and she was so resistant to Gu Jinyuan's touch.
It seemed like she had returned to the period of postpartum depression, the whole world seemed dark, and she resisted everyone's approach, whether it was a well-intentioned desire for help or a malicious criticism.
If this doesn't work, you need to take some medicine.
At least, not until the two children have left the country.
Thinking like this, Ye Wanqing took out her phone, found a person she hadn't contacted for a long time, and sent a message to him.
Wanwan is very obedient: Doctor Guan, are you there? My condition seems to have relapsed, and I want to get some medicine.
Two minutes passed after the conversation was sent and the other party responded.
DT Guan: Why did it relapse? How do you feel now?
Wanwan is very good: I don’t feel very good.
Ye Wanqing typed this sentence, hesitated for a while and then added another sentence.
Wanwan is very good: I hurt myself last night.
After the sending was completed, Ye Wanqing stared at the sentence for a while, suddenly broke into a cold sweat, and hurriedly pressed withdraw.
The message disappeared from the chat history, but Ye Wanqing knew that the other party must have seen it after such a long time.
She felt a little bad, very angry and panicked.
This feeling made her uncomfortable, but she didn't know who to talk to, let alone what to do to relieve her feelings.
After waiting for a while, the other party sent a voice message.
Ye Wanqing was afraid that Gu Jinyuan would hear it, so she wanted to convert it to text, but her fingertips paused for a moment and she clicked on the playback button.
She couldn't bear it alone and wanted to hear a voice that she could rely on.
"Wanwan, can we meet in person? Or we can have a video call."
The other party's voice was still so gentle, elegant, and amiable, just like it had been for countless days and nights, accompanying and encouraging Ye Wanqing to walk out of the darkness.
Ye Wanqing blinked, her eyelashes inevitably getting wet.
Like an addict, she repeatedly clicked on the voice message that only lasted a few seconds to listen to it, like a drowning person who suddenly grasped a life-saving straw.
After listening to it a dozen times, the sound of water in the bathroom suddenly stopped, and Ye Wanqing quickly replied.
Wanwan is very obedient: Not now, but in a while. Please give me some medicine first.
After posting this, Ye Wanqing deleted all the dialog boxes like a thief, turned off her phone and put it upside down on the table. As soon as she finished doing this, Gu Jinyuan walked out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe.
Her expression was not adjusted properly and she was still a little panicked. Gu Jinyuan couldn't help but look at her more: "What's wrong?"
"fine."
Ye Wanqing lied, got up and walked to the bathroom: "I'm going to wash up."
