"Wanwan, you have lowered your stance too low."
Guan Qing sighed and said that she remembered that the first time she met Ye Wanqing, Ye Wanqing was like this, humble to the core.
Because of the judgment of others, giving birth to a child out of wedlock, and losing her most precious first opportunity to study, she felt that her life was extremely gloomy, with no hope and no light.
She didn't know who to blame. Her mother didn't want to be abandoned by Ye Zhensheng, let alone suffer from illness. She also chose to sign the surrogacy agreement.
She wanted to keep her mother by her side for more time, but she chose a dark path as the price.
She couldn't blame anyone. If she had to blame, she could only blame herself for being too greedy but too useless, unable to protect the people she wanted to protect.
So the thing Ye Wanqing said the most to Guan Qing during that time was that she felt she should die.
She is so useless, has made her life a mess, and even caused her mother to be poked in the spine and pointed at. What is the point of living in this world for a person like her?
Fortunately, Ye Wanqing was the last patient Guan Qing received before retiring.
Guan Qing retired before Ye Wanqing's treatment period ended. Naturally, Ye Wanqing did not accept treatment from other doctors. Not long after she returned home, Guan Qing came to her door and said that she could continue to treat her, and Ye Wanqing resumed treatment.
Speaking of treatment, more often than not, Guan Qing is more like Ye Wanqing's friend.
She would quietly listen to Ye Wanqing's words, communicate with Ye Wanqing, grasp the changes in Ye Wanqing's status in real time, and quietly give Ye Wanqing some positive guidance.
In this way, it took Ye Wanqing more than half a year to get better little by little.
Now that Ye Wanqing has returned to the original point, Guan Qing feels a little bad. If the same situation is used again, the treatment effect will be greatly reduced.
Just like the human body will produce antibodies after taking too much of a medicine, the patient will have a memory of the same treatment method once and will not be so easily inspired next time.
"Dr. Guan, have you ever met someone who is a completely different world from you?"
Ye Wanqing asked softly, lowering her head and watching the golden sunshine shining on the back of her white hands.
The sun was warm, but the morning dew was cold, and so were her hands.
In just a few days, she seemed to have lost weight again. Before, her hands were only slender, but now she could almost be said to be skinny.
She was also injecting intravenous fluids. The shiny silver needle penetrated the blood vessels on the back of her hand and injected the cold liquid into the blood bit by bit.
It gave her a strange sense of separation, as if her soul could be extracted in this way, and the next walking corpse would bear all the future suffering and pain for her. .
"Wanwan, in this time and space, no one belongs to two completely different worlds from another person. Even people of different races across the ocean are still breathing the air of the same planet, right?"
Guan Qing explained in a warm voice, and Ye Wanqing shook her head: "Doctor Guan, it's different."
She and Gu Jinyuan have different life backgrounds and values. He can throw away tens or even hundreds of millions without blinking an eye, but she even has to hesitate to buy a piece of clothing worth several hundred yuan. He ate imported fresh food flown in and drank hundreds of thousands or millions of cellared red wine, while she ate home-cooked stir-fries and drank boiled water.
Ye Wanqing felt that the distance between her and Gu Jinyuan was so big that it might span the Milky Way.
She would never be able to reach a position comparable to him, and he would never fall off the altar and not want to be by her side for anything.
Maybe soon, she and Gu Jinyuan will really only have one point of contact, breathing the air of this planet together.
"Wanwan, do you still like him?"
Guan Qing asked the key question. She had asked Ye Wanqing this question a long time ago.
At that time, Ye Wanqing cried very painfully. She thought she had Stockholm Syndrome and would fall in love with a man who took her body without even seeing his face.
She was ashamed and felt that she was very dissolute and didn't know what to do.
At that time, Guan Qing relieved her and told her that it was a complex unique to women, that they were particularly concerned about the man who took away their first time, and would even have emotions like admiration, but that was just an illusion, not Really like it.
Ye Wanqing took a long time to accept this statement and told herself that she didn't really like the man wearing the eyepatch.
However, from the moment she reunited with Gu Jinyuan, Ye Wanqing knew that she had actually lied to her.
She liked that man because of his mystery and because he appeared when she was most difficult and helpless, giving him a glimmer of hope.
Even though that hope is also quenched with poison.
When Guan Qing asked Ye Wanqing this question again, Ye Wanqing did not answer as frankly as before, but laughed sarcastically: "Doctor Guan, how can a person like me deserve the word "like"?"
She was so dirty that she felt she was not even qualified to say "like".
"Wanwan, you are a very good girl, you shouldn't have such thoughts."
Guan Qing raised her hand and rubbed Ye Wanqing's head. Ye Wanqing closed her eyes and rubbed her face with her palm, like a lazy kitten.
Ye Wanqing didn't think she was a good girl. These three words had nothing to do with her as early as the age of eighteen.
Ye Wanqing didn't want to mention this matter anymore, so she took the initiative to change the subject: "Doctor Guan, can I be discharged from the hospital in the next few days?"
She didn't want her two children to worry and wanted to spend as much time with them as possible.
However, Guan Qing's answer disappointed Ye Wanqing: "Your hand is a bit seriously injured. It's best to stay for another week and be discharged."
"oh."
Ye Wanqing nodded, her tone soft and without the energy she had just now.
Guan Qing took out the pen and paper she had prepared and handed it to Ye Wanqing: "Okay, now let's do a psychological test first. First draw a house on the paper."
Ye Wanqing took the pen and paper and began to draw honestly.
At the same time, on the fifth floor of the inpatient department of the hospital, Lu Qiuhe stood in front of Gu Jinyuan very reservedly, not knowing what to say.
Gu Jinyuan's eyes were so existential and cold, giving Lu Qiuhe the illusion that he had committed something and was being scrutinized by the police.
After a while, Lu Qiuhe finally plucked up the courage to speak: "Mr. Gu, thank you very much for arranging for someone to pick me up to see Wanwan this time. I also thank you for what happened five years ago. I am coming here now. I would like to ask if the bone marrow matching between you and Sensen was successful?"