This was the first time Luo Muxiu said sorry to Ye Wan.
His forehead was pressed against hers, and the body temperature continuously spread from his forehead to the pit of her heart. It was so warm, but it cooled down the blood in her body little by little.
it's too cold.
She thought, it was so cold that she even wanted to reach out and push Luo Musiu away.
He was so kind to her and never said a harsh word to her. How could he be sorry for her and lie to her?
She didn't remember anything. He was the only one left in the world. What else could he lie to?
Ye Wan couldn't understand. Luo Muxiu seemed to be able to sense what she was thinking and helped her answer her questions: "The girl who wrote this song is named Ye Wan. She is the person I have loved for ten years and the person I have loved all my life. , the only person I’ve ever loved.”
Ye Wan understood every word he said, but when combined, she couldn't understand what he wanted to express at all.
He has been in love with a girl named Ye Wan for ten years. That girl worked hard to get admitted to a foreign university for him, wrote a cheerful and beautiful song for him, and traveled thousands of miles for him.
Isn't that person her?
This is what he told her from the time she woke up in the hospital, from the time she was taken back to where he lived.
"Axiu, isn't that person me?"
Ye Wan held on to the last bit of luck and looked at Luo Musiu with wide eyes.
Her body was trembling slightly, her hands and feet were cold, as if she had been thrown into an ice cave, and even her heart in her chest was about to freeze into ice and could no longer beat.
"Wanwan, that person is not you."
Luo Muchiu firmly and undeniably killed Ye Wan's last glimmer of hope.
The traces he had written on her blank paper were now being wiped away bit by bit by his own hands.
Ye Wan couldn't resist and had no reason to resist.
The person he loved was never her, and the memory he filled in her mind was not her memory at all.
"Axiu, how could that person not be me? Didn't you say that I study here? I can play many musical instruments. I..."
Ye Wan listed what he had said to her before, trying to use it as evidence to prove that she was Ye Wan, but Luo Musiu caught her.
Her hands were so cold that they made Luo Muchiu's hands feel hot, making her fingertips tremble and her eyes almost burst into tears.
"Wanwan, people who learn musical instruments will have thick calluses on their hands. Look at your hands."
Her fingers were slender and her fingertips were tender. Even though she had cooked for Luo Muchiu for two years and cared for him personally for two years, there were no rough calluses on her hands, and they felt soft to the touch.
Ye Wan shrank her hand unconsciously, but Luo Muxiu just held on and refused to let go, looking into her eyes steadily: "Wanwan, you are just a stranger I accidentally rescued at the beach two years ago. You He was carrying a false ID card, and that ID card was stolen from Ye Wan's information. It is for this reason that I will keep you with me for two years, even..."
After saying so many words in one breath, Luo Muchiu was a little out of breath and a little unable to speak because Ye Wan was crying in front of him.
She cried quietly, just looking at him innocently and weakly, like a little rabbit that could be bullied by anyone. Two lines of clear tears fell from the corners of her eyes, across her cheeks, and finally gathered and dripped on her chin.
Luo Muchiu stabbed his chest and felt the tears stabbing into his heart like a needle.
He shouldn't have slandered her like this. It was clearly his unilateral decision to save her, and then his unilateral decision to turn her into another person. Now, it was his unilateral decision to bring everything back to where it started.
From beginning to end, he never asked her if she wanted to or if she was willing.
But even so, Luo Muxiu still insisted on finishing the last sentence: "I am not being nice to you, but I want you to stay with me as her, so that you can help me make up for some shortcomings."
He said that he turned her into another person and kept her by his side just to make up for his shortcomings, so all the kindness he did to her were also to make up for the girl who had long since disappeared from this world due to an accident?
Ye Wan found all of this unbelievable. How could someone as good as Ah Xiu and all those good things to her be disguised by another person?
If love can be disguised, and eyes can be disguised, then why can't it be disguised with a song? She believed everything he said. As long as he didn't tell the truth, she would never find out that it was a scam!
Isn't it good to just lie to her with this song?
"Axiu, you... why are you telling me this all of a sudden? Didn't we have a good song before? You want me to be Ye Wan, I am Ye Wan, not anyone else. We can't have a good song together like this. Is it good? Why do you want to..."
Ye Wan's voice was shaking violently and she was crying uncontrollably. She really didn't understand why Luo Muchiu did this.
She knew nothing about this world except the memories that Luo Muchiu instilled in her. Even if Luo Muchiu told her now that everything she received was just a scam from beginning to end, she didn't want to be left behind like this.
However, the person she wanted to hold tightly pushed her away mercilessly again and again.
"Because I can't continue to lie to myself!"
Ye Wan heard Luo Muchiu's cold and cruel words. He raised his eyes and looked at her intently. His eyes were calm, as calm as a bystander who had nothing to do with him. It seemed that they had not lived together for two years, as if they had not lived together for two years. Just strangers at all.
"You are not her, Wanwan, no matter how much time passes, you will never be her!"
She is not the real Ye Wan. No matter how much time has passed, no matter how well she has been shaped, she is not the person he wants in his heart.
He lied to himself for two years, and now he can no longer lie. He wants to wake up, so he doesn't want her anymore.
Ye Wan opened her mouth, wanting to say something more for herself, but her throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, and she couldn't make any sound. She could only hold on to the handle of the wheelchair tightly.
At this moment, Ye Wan felt a little bit lucky. She was lucky that Luo Muchiu's legs could not walk freely, so that she would not be left here immediately and never find him again.
"Wanwan, my purpose of returning to China this time is to bring everything back to its original track."
What was the original trajectory?
Ye Wan didn't understand, as if he knew what she was thinking. The next moment Luo Musiu gave the answer: "I will help you find your previous memory and identity, and send you back to your family."
"What about you? Where are you going?"
Ye Wan's voice was very soft, so soft that she felt as if she was in a fragile dream. If her voice was slightly louder, the man named Luo Musiu would disappear before his eyes.
"I will take Wanwan home!"
