Because of Qiao Yuan's injuries, Ye Wanqing's feelings for Ruan Xi hit rock bottom.
She originally thought that if Qiao Yuan was someone Ruan Xi knew, she would help Ruan Xi to resolve the misunderstanding between the two, but now she didn't think about it at all. No matter what Ruan Xi said, as a man , you shouldn't use force on women and hurt them like this.
Does he know how much psychological damage this will cause to others?
From Qiao Yuan's injury report, Ye Wanqing was completely under pressure, and even ignored Gu Jinyuan who was called over by her to help.
Ruan Xi's injury was a bit serious. Gu Jinyuan notified the Ruan family, but did not tell them who Ruan Xi was injured.
As soon as the Ruan family arrived, Ye Wanqing left to guard Qiao Yuan.
What happened in the flower shop was a big mistake caused by her failure to stop Ruan Xi. Ye Wanqing could not shirk the responsibility no matter what.
Knowing that Qiao Yu'an couldn't get over the hurdle, Ye Wanqing didn't let Gu Jinyuan follow her and went in alone.
Qiao Yu's mood calmed down a lot after taking the medicine. When she saw Ye Wanqing come in, her eyes immediately lit up, like a stray cat that had just been bullied and saw the owner who picked it up, with only complete trust and dependence.
Ye Wanqing felt even more guilty by her look, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I didn't stop him at the flower shop that day, so you were hurt."
"That's not the case. It's this face's fault. As long as this person sees this face, he will hold on to me, no matter where I am."
Qiao Yu'an thought very broadly and looked at Ye Wanqing timidly: "Sister, you and he are friends, can you help me? Tell him that I am not the person he is looking for and ask him not to hurt me, okay? ?”
When something like this happened, Qiao Yuan didn't call the police to arrest Ruan Xi, nor did she call her family. Ye Wanqing felt a little strange and couldn't help but ask: "Where is your family?"
"They have all gone to another place. I can't disturb them. Sister, please let me work in the store. I don't want any money. You can provide me with food and accommodation."
Qiao Yu'an said eagerly, fearing that Ye Wanqing would not agree, so he added: "Don't worry, I won't cause you trouble. I will be very obedient and obedient."
She was obviously not in the right state when she spoke like this. Ye Wanqing could only agree first, and then talked with Qiao Yu'an for a while. She did not leave until she was so tired that she fell asleep. As soon as she went out, she met the doctor who treated Qiao Yu'an: "The patient once I have been greatly stimulated, and my current state of mind is not normal.”
Sure enough.
Hearing the news, Ye Wanqing's heart felt terribly heavy, as if a huge boulder had weighed on her.
She walked outside the hospital and wanted to buy a pack of cigarettes from a nearby canteen. Gu Jinyuan stopped her and took a pack from his pocket and gave it to her.
Ye Wanqing took one and lit it, squatting on the roadside and started smoking slowly.
She hadn't smoked in more than two years. She choked and coughed violently, and her eyes were red.
Gu Jinyuan stood aside and looked at her. He felt that this woman who was puffing away the clouds was so strange that he had never seen her before, but she was also more real than ever before.
A side of her that had never been shown to him, a side that he had never known.
"You know, the first time you treated me, you were not gentle at all." When she was about to finish smoking a cigarette, Ye Wanqing suddenly spoke, her smoked voice was hoarse and sexy, very charming, and she held it between her fingers. Smoking a cigarette reveals the danger of rebellion, but it is also like an extremely beautiful flower, knowing it is fatal, but still attracting people to come closer involuntarily.
"I felt very painful that night, and it was very painful for many days after that. You always wore a mask and refused to let me take it off, which made me feel that what was pressing on me was not a living person, but an emotionless machine. machine."
She had never told anyone these things. Today, from Qiao Yuan, she saw the young and immature version of herself many years ago, so confused, so uneasy and sad, having lost her most precious and pure treasure.
Gu Jinyuan happened to be by her side again, so she unconsciously wanted to talk to him.
"At that time, I wanted to kill you and then myself."
She was only eighteen years old when she signed that agreement. She didn't understand the suffering in the world, and she didn't understand how dark the world would be. She just wanted to save her mother, but after she experienced it, she suddenly realized , those pains were simply unbearable for her.
She felt dirty, hated her body, and madly hated the person who had dirty her.
She is only eighteen years old, and her life has just begun, but she has nothing left, no beautiful love, no bright future.
She rescued her mother, but fell into boundless darkness.
In that darkness, she couldn't see anything, and no one could pull her out.
Gu Jinyuan knelt down beside her and also lit a cigarette, but he didn't smoke it, he just held it between his fingers and let it burn slowly.
The memory Ye Wanqing mentioned was already a long time ago for him, but strangely, he could still remember all the details clearly.
How she appeared in front of him for the first time, how she bit her lip and suppressed crying in front of him on the first night.
Ye Wanqing said it hurt, but he only felt comfortable.
There was no one who fit his body better than her.
She wanted to kill him and then commit suicide. At that time, he also felt that he might die in her hands. She was too tempting, making him lose control and making him impulsive.
She made him feel all the emotions he had never felt with anyone else.
What he gave her was darkness, but she left a strong mark in his memory.
Gu Jinyuan didn't know why they had two completely different feelings about the same thing. The only thing that was certain was that after hearing Ye Wanqing say these words, his heart ached.
At first, it was just a slight sting like a needle, and then the pain spread from his heart to his western limbs. The pain was so painful that he could barely hold the cigarette in his hand.
How could he give her such a bad start? ?
If he had known that he would like her so much, if he had known that he would go through so many things, when he first met her, he should have kept her by his side, not letting her get hurt in any way, and then giving her the best of everything. Come to her.
Unfortunately, there is never if in this world.
When the cigarette burned to the end, his fingertips were burned. Gu Jinyuan pressed the cigarette butt on the ground and crushed it out: "So you still want to stab me to relieve your anger?"
"No, I just... want to find someone to talk to."
The damage has been done a long time ago. Although the scars in my heart have long since scabbed off, the hideous and ugly scars are still there. No matter how much time has passed or how many things I have experienced, they will never be erased or dissipated.
