That's a coin.
To be precise, it was a coin-like coin with a girl wearing a princess dress printed on it. The girl held up the hem of the skirt and leaned forward gracefully, as if she was attending a dance and responding to the invitation of her dance partner.
"What's the point of this?"
"You can redeem something from me."
"anything?"
Ye Wanqing was surprised, but Gu Jinyuan answered without any hesitation: "Anything!"
Whatever she wanted from him, he would give it to her.
"Then I'll leave this thing here for now, and I'll ask you for it when I think of something later." Ye Wanqing wiped the coins clean and put them in her bag and put them away.
She was very satisfied with her current life and situation, and she couldn't think of anything she needed to ask Gu Jinyuan for.
Gu Jinyuan was not surprised by her answer and nodded in approval.
After dinner, Gu Jinyuan sent Ye Wanqing home. After arriving downstairs, Ye Wanqing was about to get off the car, and Gu Jinyuan suddenly said: "I'm sorry."
"What?"
"I'm sorry about what happened in the past. At that time, I was not gentle and hurt you."
Ye Wanqing was stunned.
This apology was many years late, and it was only said by Gu Jinyuan after she took the initiative to analyze her psychology. But these three simple words, traveling through the fleeting time, strangely healed her to the age when she was just eighteen years old. A little girl who doesn’t understand anything even when she’s an adult.
She just chose the wrong path to save her mother when she was desperate. She endured many things that she shouldn't have to endure at that age and met people she shouldn't have met. And after so many dark experiences, she didn't forget her original intention and found her way back. The original true self.
"Gu Jinyuan, if you could go back in time, would you make the same choice as before?"
“If I didn’t know what would happen in the future, even if I had to do it over again, I would still choose that path, but if I were to go back to the past now, I would still want to meet you, but I would not cause you pain. "
I won't cause you pain.
Ye Wanqing never thought that one day she would hear such heart-melting words from Gu Jinyuan, which even had a far greater impact on Ye Wanqing than the words "I love you" and "I will accompany you".
Her eyes were a little hot. Although she didn't want to admit it, Ye Wanqing still had to say that Gu Jinyuan at this moment conformed to all her beautiful imaginations about love.
He would be the best love partner for her as a divorced woman, but Ye Wanqing was not sure whether he was a qualified marriage partner.
Marriage is not a child's play, and there are three children between them, so it is even less likely to be a child's play.
If it happened again, Ye Wanqing was not sure she would have the courage to insist on her idea of divorcing Gu Jinyuan. Maybe she would even pester Gu Jinyuan for the sake of her children.
That posture should be ugly. Ye Wanqing didn't want to be like that, so even if she was attracted to Gu Jinyuan, she would force herself to wake up quickly.
"Mr. Gu, I'm very happy that you can say this. Those things have passed a long time ago. I will slowly reconcile with my past self and past events. Thank you for your willingness to apologize to me for the past events."
Ye Wanqing felt very lucky. After enjoying Luo Muxiu's pampering for two years, she returned to her own life and met Gu Jinyuan, who had a good temper.
Although he is not considerate enough and does not know enough about how to love someone, he is now willing to change. He will not blindly pursue his own initiative like before, and will also listen to other people's opinions.
"I used to make you suffer every time I sang, right?"
"Actually, it's inappropriate to say it's painful. After all, you are so handsome and rich, and you are the dream marriage partner of many people." Ye Wanqing said lightly. It was hard to imagine that one day she would sit in a car and talk to Gu Jin so calmly. Yuan talks about this matter.
Gu Jinyuan has been in the same world as her from the beginning.
If she had known when she signed that agreement that she would give birth to a child to a wealthy and handsome man, maybe she would not have resisted like that, but instead would have had some unrealistic girlish expectations.
Unfortunately, he had no intention of letting her know at that time.
So in her mind, he was just an aggressor wearing a mask.
He invaded her world forcefully, took away her purity, made her hurt and cry, and forced her to transform from a little girl to a woman overnight.
He is strong and domineering, rational to the point of being almost indifferent. No matter what time, he will never lose his cool. All the knowledge about the relationship between men and women was taught to her bit by bit by him.
They were familiar with each other's bodies and gave birth to life together, but he never gave her any good guidance when it came to love.
Her vague love originated from Ji Xiao, and her expectations for love as an adult originated from Luo Muchiu.
One of these two people taught her to tremble, the other taught her to stay together, but Gu Jinyuan only taught her to endure and be tolerant. This was also the reason why when she was with him, she would go so far as to end her life by self-mutilation.
"It's just that you were too strong at that time and always made me feel desperate."
The relationship between them was what he said started, and he also said it would end. He wanted to take the child away from her, he wanted to end his marriage to her, and he wanted her to love him but he did not give her the same response.
He asked her to bear too many things, and she had no room to resist, and she would always be out of breath.
If this state exists for a long time, it can really easily destroy a person.
Even thinking about it now, Ye Wanqing still feels sad, so sad that she is not sure she can survive it if she experiences it again.
"What now? Don't you feel like this anymore?"
"Well, that's good now."
Ye Wanqing nodded, fully affirming Gu Jinyuan's changes during this period.
"Is it good to be friends?"
Gu Jinyuan was the first to point out Ye Wanqing's idea and couldn't refute it. Ye Wanqing nodded: "Well, for now, I think it's good to be friends. If we want to remarry, I feel that we need to think very, very carefully."
"How cautious?"
"Seriously, Mr. Gu, you made me completely believe that you love me very much, and will only love me for decades to come, and will not change because of anything or anyone."
If an ordinary person is pursuing someone, he should be able to answer this question easily, but Gu Jinyuan did not, because what will happen in the next few decades is too unknown to him, and he cannot use his current situation to do so. He made a positive judgment based on experience, so he couldn't answer Ye Wanqing immediately.
And his reaction made Ye Wanqing very satisfied. At least it made her feel that this man had seriously considered the question she raised.
"Okay, you can think about this problem slowly. I am very grateful to Mr. Gu for taking me to eat delicious food and taking me home today. See you next time!"