The sadness that had just surfaced in Shen Zhixi's heart was suppressed by this news.
It seems impossible not to go.
The main thing is that she already promised him personally yesterday.
Yuanyang was afraid of Song Lianzhou and didn't dare to go, so he asked Fang Rou to accompany him out. When he left the yard, he saw a person coming towards him, very angry.
It's Xie Jing'an.
She seemed to have cried, her eyes were still red, and she moved in front of Shen Zhixi as soon as he came.
"You are not allowed to go." She said to Shen Zhixi.
Shen Zhixi rolled his eyes, looked back at Fang Ju next to him and said, "Then go out and tell him for me, and tell him that Miss Xie won't let me go out."
"Okay." Fang Rou nodded, ready to go.
Upon hearing this, Xie Jing'an raised his feet and stopped in front of Fang Rou and said, "You are not allowed to go either."
Looking back, he continued to say to Shen Zhixi: "You have such a cruel heart. You asked her to tell Brother Lianzhou that I wouldn't let you go out. Then Brother Lianzhou will hate me for it. Such a despicable plan is the first to succeed." Don’t you think it’s ridiculous to hit him in front of me?”
"What kind of abacus, I haven't even started to make any calculations. But for you, I have already heard your abacus ringing before you even get close. I'm just telling the truth. Didn't you say that 'don't go' just now?" of?"
"you……"
"Besides, I made it very clear to you yesterday. I told you not to come to me. It doesn't matter whether you want to come to your father or Song Lianzhou. Do you really not understand?"
Shen Zhixi looked indifferent. Such jealousy was quite boring.
Xie Jing'an was about to cry again, his mouth was flat and trembling, his eyes were wet and he stared hard to hold back the tears.
"Anyway..." Xie Jing'an's choked tone was very aggrieved, and he seemed to be unable to hold on to the next sentence, "Anyway, you are not allowed to..." today.
"You're not allowed to step out of this door, right? Okay, I won't."
Shen Zhixi turned around decisively and returned to the yard. She was eager to get out.
"Axi, then..."
"He will come to me." Shen Zhixi sat down on the stone steps in the courtyard, touched the still painful wound on his chest and said, "He came for me. What can he do if I am in a bad situation?" Don’t know? Even if I really use the excuse of not feeling well to go out, he won’t give up and he won’t believe it.”
"It seems that you know him very well."
Shen Zhixi was sitting under the crabapple flowers. Hearing Fang Rou's strange words, he subconsciously wanted to refute, but when he raised his head, he couldn't refute. After a while, he said, "I don't understand him. If I did, , I don’t understand why he wants to ask for a marriage.”
"You really don't understand?"
Fang Rou sat down next to Shen Zhixi, held her hand, and continued: "It doesn't matter whether you understand it or not. Anyway, I know you are not a fool. Axi, I used to hate men, especially at the beginning, I felt All men in the world are not good. At that time, I really hated him. But then I gradually let go. I couldn’t lose confidence in everyone in the world just because of him. But even so, I still I am still not qualified to advise you to let go of anything. I have never experienced what you have experienced, especially your mother. The impact and blow she has given you must be unimaginable to others. I just want to tell you that you don’t need to wrap yourself up so tightly. , it doesn’t matter if you open it up a little, there’s nothing to be afraid of, as long as you know it in your heart, others won’t be able to hurt you easily.”
When Shen Zhixi listened, he withdrew his gaze and lowered his head.
"Actually, you don't have to regard Song Lianzhou, no, he is your Tang Zhou. You don't have to regard him as a disaster that you can't survive. Everything has another side. If you think about it from another angle, he may not be a disaster but your salvation. "
Begonia flowers bloom quietly, and the sunken branches under the tree are equally silent.
She grabbed her skirt and didn't respond for a long time.
Fang Rou, who was next to her for the first time, stood up and said loudly: "Uncle Guo, why did you come in in person?"
Only then did Shen Zhixi raise his head again and look outside the courtyard.
The person standing at the entrance of the courtyard is not Song Lianzhou. Wherever he stops, the Begonia Flower God will bow his head.
Even the deep black color looks good on him, with strands of gold threads coiled around it. Every time he moves, the golden light on the clothes will shine, but no matter what, it can't dazzle the soft light in his eyes.
"stand up."
Song Lianzhou stopped in front of him and stretched out his hand towards her.
She looked up at him. His eyes were so deep that he would be sucked in if he wasn't careful.
His outstretched hand was still as slender and beautiful, but there were many more calluses on the palm than before, presumably from carrying a gun on the battlefield, and it had a more reassuring solidity.
Unconsciously, he reached back his hand.
Fang Rou on the side watched quietly and breathed out unconsciously.
But just when she was about to touch her, Shen Zhixi suddenly stopped and retracted her hand. She didn't ask him to pull it and stood up on her own.
Looking at Song Lianzhou again, he was not angry.
"I heard from Xie Jing'an that you're not feeling well?" he asked.
Shen Zhixi curled his lips and replied softly: "I do think so."
Song Lianzhou spoke again after he finished speaking, but he grabbed Shen Zhixi's hand and pulled her forcefully out of the hospital. Fang Rou was shocked. She couldn't guess what Song Lianzhou was going to do. She just looked at the two The figure felt sad and beautiful, but at the same time, she felt that Song Lianzhou was good like this. People like Shen Zhixi, who had ideas, couldn't ask her what she wanted, and had to take the initiative to treat her.
"You... let go first."
"Song Lianzhou!"
“……”
"I hurt so much."
Hearing her say it hurt, Song Lianzhou stopped and looked back at the wound where she had been hit by the arrow.
But he didn't let go, and he didn't retreat in the face of her reluctant eyes.
"But you don't want to hold hands?" Song Lianzhou took a step closer, forcing her to take a step back, "Didn't you mean yesterday that as long as I can calm down, you are willing to do anything?"
"I……"
"Today, you changed your mind and don't want to go back to Yanzhou?"
"...I" Shen Zhixi was speechless. Song Lianzhou meant that if she didn't cooperate with him and make him happy, he would not let her go or let her go back.
Song Lianzhou didn't need her to respond and pulled her forward again.
But he went not to the gate of the Hou Mansion, but to the front of Zhuang Yulan's backyard. He told people that he wanted to see Zhuang Yulan.
From time to time, Xie Jing'an and Zhuang Yulan walked out together. Her eyes were still red, and she must have just finished complaining to Zhuang Yulan.
"Mrs. Hou."
Song Lianzhou's indifferent and distant words caused Zhuang Yulan and the two to stop.
The Westerners were half a yard apart, with different expressions on their faces.
"I hope Madam will forgive Lian Zhou for disturbing me, but I really have to say something. Zhi Xi and I are getting married in a month, and I don't want anyone else to interfere in this process. Madam Hou is the mistress of the Hou Mansion, so she must be too." I hope everything goes well with my family. Zhi Xi is about to marry into my family and she will be mine. If someone makes the wrong decision and disturbs my wife’s peace, I will not let it go. Lian Zhou has said this, and Mrs. Wang will definitely take it to heart."
After saying that, he didn't even look at the ugly faces of the two people opposite him, and pulled Shen Zhixi and turned around.
He ran out of the main hall and headed towards the carriage parked at the door.
"Where exactly are you taking me?"
Song Lianzhou stopped in front of the carriage, looked back and said to her with a smile: "I will take you to see the betrothal gift."
