"What, you dreamed of being abandoned by me again?"
Shen Zhixi looked back at him with a rather sinister tone, laughing at why he always had these dreams, as cute as a little girl.
But his face was serious, and the eyes that looked at her seemed sad and bitter, which made her panic.
"What?" she asked again, her tone more serious.
Song Lianzhou lowered his eyes with heavy eyelids. He took another step closer to her, rested his palms on the edge of the tub, his eyes fell on the red and pink petals in the tub, and whispered: "I dreamed that we were all dead, not one of us." Can survive.”
She was startled, angry and funny.
"What are you talking about? It's really unlucky." But as soon as she finished speaking, her heart beat several times.
Recalling the past, Tang Zhou also talked about what he had dreamed about several times, saying that he dreamed that she had abandoned him.
At that time, she always told him that dreams were the opposite.
But in reality, those dreams he had were not wrong at all.
Thinking about it, she couldn't help but feel a little nervous.
It wasn't that he was worried about Song Lianzhou and the others saying they would all die, but he was worried that he... would suffer retribution.
She had thought that if she abandoned her husband who had worshiped heaven and earth, would God let her go?
After all, it was her failure. Those men who abandoned their wives and children would not dwell on this. As for her, while doing bad things, she was afraid of retribution, and then she fell into the current situation where she was neither cruel enough nor good enough. Neither the left nor the right can achieve the ultimate goal, and they are trapped in a mutual situation.
"Bah, bah, bah, bah."
Shen Zhixi turned around and stared at him righteously.
"The scourge will last for thousands of years, but I will live a long life. Besides, you didn't lose anything except a little emotional injury from what happened back then. I saved your life. Otherwise, I'm afraid you would have suffered from excessive blood loss that night." Die by the river. And even if I lied to you, I was very good to you during that time. As for having a child, except that the child is not yours in the end, but the process... you are also happy. "
But now the more she spoke, the more inexplicably she felt guilty.
After thinking about it, I felt that I was right.
"Yes, yes, that's right. You really didn't lose anything. You were just let down by your sincerity. All of this..."
"None of this is important anymore," Song Lianzhou said.
Shen Zhixi blinked his eyes, since it was unimportant and why was he talking about death and immortality? He was so cursed that he felt guilty.
Before opening his mouth, Song Lianzhou continued, "In the end, you are the one who can change the ending."
"Ah?" Shen Zhixi didn't understand.
He said it again, "You are the key to solving this dead situation."
"Me?" Shen Zhixi raised his eyebrows, turned around and crossed his arms on the edge of the tub and asked again: "How to explain?"
"I don't know." Song Lianzhou shook his head.
"Since you don't know, what's the point of telling me this?"
Shen Zhixi raised his head, narrowed his eyes and asked, "Then, how did we die in your dream?"
He still shook his head and replied softly: "I don't know, I just know that the feeling of death when I woke up was extremely strong."
Immediately, the two fell into a long silence and looked at each other.
In fact, whether it is Song Lianzhou or Shen Zhixi, they both understand that dreams are dreams, and they are not that mysterious. They are just thinking about things day by day and dreaming about them at night. Song Lianzhou would have such a dream because he was probably thinking too much about it in his daily life. After all, The fact that Shen Zhixi colluded with King Hui was a big deal. If King Hui really launched an army to rebel, there would be countless casualties, and no one could predict the extent of the involvement.
Song Lianzhou told her to remind her.
After looking at each other for a long time, Shen Zhixi turned around and said, "I can't stop this matter just by saying stop. The Shen family and King Hui have been deeply involved since my mother was around. Most likely, my mother He himself intends to help him, and they are full of hatred for Yuejing City...Forget it, let's not talk about it."
She picked up a petal and stared at it thoughtfully.
"Moreover, it may not be a rebellion. As long as the battle is successful and the fight is justified, it is not a rebellion. But you, the Song family..."
She turned back with a smile and asked Song Lianzhou: "You plus your Song family have an army of 300,000 people. If there is a mutiny, you will definitely be on the opposite side of us, right?"
"It's not you, it's you." Song Lianzhou was very calm, but his reply was loud and clear, "I will never stand on the opposite side of you."
When Shen Zhixi heard this, he dropped the petals in his hand.
"I don't want to talk about these things," she said.
Song Lianzhou nodded and replied: "Then don't say anything."
However, at some point, his hand reached into the water and touched her arm. She suddenly shrank and hid to the side, causing a small splash.
"what are you doing?"
Song Lianzhou raised his eyebrows and stretched out his hand to pull her back, "I will take care of you to take a bath."
"No need." Shen Zhixi ducked away anxiously. Her skin was slippery in the water, and she managed to break away. "If I wanted someone to take care of me, I would have let Yuanyang stay."
Song Lianzhou ignored her refusal, took the scarf and walked towards her again.
"In the past, you always helped me wipe my back. Today, I will help you once, and I can help you in the future."
"Need not."
Shen Zhixi hid under the petals, still covering her chest, but the tub was only so big, so there was nowhere she could hide.
"Song Lianzhou!"
She suppressed her voice and did not dare to shout loudly for fear of being heard. Even if only Fang Rou Yuanyang and the others heard her, she felt ashamed and panicked. After all, it was no longer the time to rush to have a baby in the bamboo house.
Song Lianzhou was not very strong, but he could easily pull her back.
The water-soaked handkerchief brushed against her shoulder, and Song Lianzhou's slightly rough fingertips were rubbed together, which gave her goosebumps even though she was in the warm water.
"Don't move." Song Lianzhou's two words seemed like an order.
"Don't always think that I'm a pervert who only wants to have some kind of physical intimacy with you. Did you take the anti-pregnancy medicine that day?"
The latter sentence is quite gentle.
When asked about the anti-pregnancy medicine, Shen Zhixi looked troubled again.
"I promise you about the child." The handkerchief in Song Lianzhou's hand passed over her neck, and when it touched her earlobe, it made her shrink back, "As long as you don't want to give birth, I won't force you."
Shen Zhixi was surprised when he heard this.
"You are the only son in your family. If you don't want another son to carry on the family line, if you do, would your father also be willing?"
She waited for Song Lianzhou to reply, but she didn't notice that the handkerchief in his hand was turned to her chest.
"Before I met you again, I had already made plans not to marry for the rest of my life. Do you think I am willing or not? My father has never forced me."
By the time Shen Zhixi realized it, the square scarf had already gone down along his collarbone.
"Don't...don't."
Shen Zhixi tried to hide again, but was held tightly by him.
