Song Lianzhou grabbed Shen Zhixi's arms and bent slightly, his red eyes looking eager and enthusiastic.
He was waiting for her response, waiting for a sincere hug from her.
The frustration after drinking did not lose his sense of proportion, but seemed to make him more restrained. It seemed that his subconscious was warning himself that after drinking too much, he would lose control and accidentally hurt her, so he must be more careful. The hand holding her arm was loosening and tightening, tightening and then loosening, fearing that she would run away and that she would be in pain.
But his eyes were groggy and his drunken state was still obvious, otherwise he wouldn't have shouted Lily of the Valley one after another.
"You...you said you were going to a private banquet tonight. Did you drink wine at the banquet?"
Shen Zhixi had a bitter expression and noticed that there seemed to be something hidden in his arms. She was hit when he put her in his arms.
"It was the birthday of the daughter of one of my lieutenants. He was seriously injured and almost died on the battlefield. I asked someone to quickly deliver his wife and daughter's belongings so that he could survive for several months, so he invited me to go there. feast."
He was so drunk that he struggled to speak clearly.
"Lily of the Valley, I'm sober, I'm not drunk."
He pulled Shen Zhixi, hugged her into his arms, and said: "You don't know how envious I am to see their family of three enjoying themselves at the banquet. I also have a wife and daughter, but my wife doesn't want to You let me get close and you don’t want me to recognize your daughter. I don’t blame you, I’m just envious.”
"I really envy him."
"Suzuland, you are obviously my wife."
"We have worshiped heaven and earth, entered the bridal chamber, you called me husband, and you promised that we will stay together for the rest of our lives, why doesn't it count?"
Song Lianzhou choked more heavily and hugged her tighter.
Suddenly thinking of something, he suddenly let go of his hand and gently held her face, saying: "Do you blame me for not agreeing to stay at that time? You said that we would only be a village husband and wife in the mountains for the rest of our lives, but I didn't agree." , so you blame me for not liking me, right?"
"I...I'm not..."
"But I really couldn't agree to it at that time. My sister and nephew were assassinated and I didn't know what the situation was. There was only one father at home. I couldn't just leave them alone. I had to go back first. I didn't want to I left you alone in Yanzhou, and I thought I could take you back with me, but you didn't tell me if you were unhappy, and then..."
Just ran away.
Shen Zhixi couldn't hold back the corner of his mouth and wanted to laugh for no reason.
Song Lianzhou looked so pitiful like this, as if he was telling her that she should pity him.
"I promise you, after everything here is settled, I will go back with you. I will go back to Yanzhou with you, back to the bamboo hut. From now on, I will only be your Tang Zhou, okay?"
Song Lianzhou held her face up, his steps unsteady due to drunkenness, and the tears that were about to fall from his eyes fell on her cheeks.
"Suzuli, okay?"
His tone was almost pleading.
Shen Zhixi's eyebrows were curved, he smiled softly and raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face.
"What is it about me that deserves you to love me so much?" she asked with a smile.
Song Lianzhou frowned and spoke again, as if he was afraid that she wouldn't believe him, so he spoke a little faster, "You are good, I just want you, I just want to hear you call me husband every day, and I want to have you by my side every day. , I said I want to grow old together with you, no matter what, I want you, you lied to me and I love you too. You are the first person I fell in love with, it was you before, you are now, and I will only be you in the future. It's you."
"You really……"
"I know what you want and what you're afraid of, Linglan. I came here tonight just to tell you..."
He took a step back and let go, reaching into his arms to take out the painful thing.
It was actually a short knife.
He pulled out the knife, dropped the scabbard, and then held the handle of the knife and moved it forward. Shen Zhixi was so frightened that he backed away for a while.
"What are you going to do?"
"Don't be afraid." Song Lianzhou's steps were swaying, and he was even more drunk than when he came. "This knife is extremely sharp, cutting through iron like mud. I just went to get it from the armory of the General's Mansion, and I want to give it to you. From now on. , if I betray you and hurt you in the future, you can kill me with this knife."
Shen Zhixi looked at the knife he handed over, feeling shocked in his heart.
His words made people's hearts beat even more.
If I betray you, you will kill me!
If this is the case, how can it not be exciting?
"You are so good at martial arts, how could I kill you?" Shen Zhixi joked.
"Then you..." Song Lian clenched the hilt of the knife in his hand and said again with red eyes: "Then you can secretly kill me while I'm sleeping, or you can use drugs again. What I said today will always be true." Number, I will leave a certificate to make it clear that you will not have to bear any responsibility after my death."
"You are saying that now, but if you really change your mind then you will be on guard, and you might even kill me."
"..." Song Lianzhou was startled.
His hand holding the blade slowly dropped, and his expression was even more bitter and aggrieved, as if he was wondering why she still didn't believe him even though he had already promised to this extent.
Those burning red eyes looked at her moistly.
"I'm not him, I'm not Qin Mu or Xie Muyun, why can't you love me?"
He moved forward again and stood closely in front of Shen Zhixi.
"Then you kill me now. If I die in front of your eyes, can you believe me?"
“……”
Shen Zhixi looked away, suppressing the heavy sourness in his heart and sighed that he really drank too much.
She took Song Lianzhou's hand and took the knife from his hand. Then she leaned back and picked up the scabbard that had been thrown on the ground. The blade was in the sheath and she held it tightly in her hand. She lowered her eyes and stared at it intently. , until the person behind her called her again.
"Suzuland, can you trust me?"
The voice sounded very broken.
Shen Zhixi turned around, approached him step by step, then put her arms around his waist and leaned in.
She pressed lightly, but she still hugged him.
Apart from anything else, the request for a hug can still be fulfilled for him.
"Linglan, are you finally willing to accept me?" Song Lianzhou even frowned with surprise.
After hugging him for a while, Shen Zhixi stepped away and answered the question with a sigh and said to him: "Can't you be more honest after drinking too much? How did you get in? Did you go through the front door or climb over the wall?"
"I...yes, I want to take you to see something."
Song Lianzhou seemed to suddenly remember something, grabbed her and walked out.
"What time is it now, and you are still so drunk? You won't be able to see it again tomorrow?"
"It won't happen tomorrow." Song Lianzhou pulled her out and left in a hurry, "I have to go see it tonight, and I will take you back then."
Shen Zhixi was a little worried. Seeing that he was stumbling, he might not be able to find his way home.
"Tell me first where you want to take me?"
But before he could finish his words, Shen Zhixi was already being carried up to the roof with his feet dangling in the air.
