Seeing her so embarrassed on Zhou Ye was actually very cute.
After a few seconds of silence, Shengge took a deep breath and asked him again:
"Then have you kissed other girls before?"
"No," Zhou Ye said seriously and firmly, "I've only ever touched a girl like you."
Shengge felt comfortable, and she pretended to be a good person and muttered:
"Oh, no wonder your kissing skills are so bad...".
Zhou Ye: "...".
At that time, he deliberately kissed her badly and wanted to disgust her.
Zhou Ye raised his eyebrows and looked at the kid opposite who was snickering secretly. He suddenly stretched out his hand to pick up the food with the other end of the chopsticks and lifted the girl's chin, forcing her to look into his eyes and humming ambiguously:
"Then I'll eat well, hold you and kiss you again? Kiss until Shengsheng is satisfied."
Guilty and nervous, Shengge quickly raised her hand to open the chopsticks that were holding her chin and said:
"don't want!"
Then she heard Zhou Ye laugh quietly, which made her feel even more guilty.
Fortunately, Zhou Ye didn't tease her anymore. After finishing the meal, he cleared the table and said to Shengge:
"I took you back to school, and I missed half a day of classes."
A student like her should never miss a class.
"I want to sleep here for a while and then go back." Shengge asked his opinion, "Is that okay?"
Her head was a little groggy and she felt sleepy.
Zhou Ye naturally agreed. He wanted to change the sheets and quilt again, but Shengge refused and insisted on sleeping like this.
Before going to bed, Shengge pulled Zhou Ye's clothes and said:
"I'm just going to sleep for a while. Why don't you go out now? I don't want to wake up and not see you."
Zhou Ye saw her looking pitiful, like a good baby who was afraid that her parents would leave her when she fell asleep. He smiled helplessly and replied:
"Okay kid, I won't go out until you wake up."
Only then did Shengge pull up the quilt and fall asleep with peace of mind.
She fell asleep very quickly, and he stayed by the bedside all night to hear her gentle breathing after she fell asleep.
Zhou Ye looked at the person on the bed. After watching for a long time, he saw that she was sleeping peacefully. He quietly got up to find the book he had discarded and truly returned to campus.
What happened today and what she said made him enlightened. He should work hard to enter her world, catch up with her footsteps, and stand at the same level as her, instead of hiding in his own dark abyss forever and becoming increasingly miserable. .
The sleeping Shengge entered a nightmare, and in the dream was everything that happened today.
It was Zhou Ye who dragged her into the jungle and ignored her feelings. He pushed her away, abandoned her and left her in the heavy rain.
She called him desperately, but he walked further and further away.
She fell into the rain, but he still didn't look back, and her cries were drowned in the heavy rain...
And the young man fell into the darkness, and she followed him. At the end of the darkness was the peach blossom forest where the sun was shining brightly.
With peach blossoms all over the ground, she saw again the image of him kneeling in front of the grave and killing himself with a knife in his previous life.
Her sharp knife was pressed against his neck,
The scenes of farewell in the past life and the present overlapped. Her heart was tingling and she shouted like crazy, running forward to take away his knife, shouting hysterically:
"Zhou Ye, don't...don't do anything stupid...Zhou Ye!"
But as soon as she ran in front of her, her eyes suddenly turned red. Zhou Ye stabbed himself with a knife and fell into a pool of blood.
In an instant she cried hoarsely, picked up the person in the pool of blood and shouted desperately:
"Zhou Ye...don't go, don't go..."
"Saturday night!"
When Zhou Ye heard the sound in the room and ran to the bedside, he saw the man who was sleeping peacefully with a face full of pain, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, and crying his name.
Zhou Ye panicked and hurriedly hugged her into his arms, calling her softly:
"Shengsheng...you have a nightmare, don't you, don't be afraid, don't be afraid...",
However, Shengge seemed to be immersed in a nightmare, unable to hear any sounds from the outside world, only the crying that became heavier and heavier.
Cold sweat broke out on Zhou Ye's anxious forehead. She cried so hard that his heart ached. He reached out to touch her face and shouted in a low voice:
"Shengsheng, wake up... don't be afraid, I'm here..."
"baby…"
As if it was a real touch on the cheek, Shengge suddenly opened his eyes, and the moment he saw Zhou Ye, he stared at him with eyes red from crying for a long time. After his mind returned from the dream to reality, he suddenly started to beat him angrily, with He beat and scolded him with lingering resentment:
"You're a bastard! Why did you leave me and ignore me?
You are not allowed to do anything like today again,
Don't leave me again just to make yourself feel at ease,
You are so selfish,
You want to leave me after listening to a few words from others...",
Shengge's repressed emotions finally came out under the insinuations of the dream. She had already experienced the heartbreaking feeling of being helpless and powerless as she watched him die in front of her, and she would never experience it again.
Zhou Ye felt distressed and allowed her to beat him to release her emotions. He didn't know that she had endured her almost collapsed emotions today to save him. The way she looked now made him blame himself and feel even more upset.
"I'm selfish, I'm a bastard, I'll never be like this again, I'm sorry, I'll never be like this again," Zhou Ye promised her, "Otherwise, let lightning strike me to death!"
Shengge was immersed in the emotions of nightmare collapse. When she heard his voice, she stopped beating him and looked at him with tearful eyes. After a while, she suddenly picked up his hand and bit his hand hard.
In the dream, no matter how scared and helpless he was, he bit as hard as he could, as if it was a punishment that he would never forget. Even though the smell of blood overflowed from his mouth, he still didn't let go.
She's angry!
She is afraid!
Zhou Ye didn't move, letting her vent her emotions without even frowning.
At first, she was so emotionally broken that she cried and threw herself into his arms, sobbing:
"Zhou Ye, I'm so afraid that I won't be able to coax you or keep you next time.
So, don’t think about leaving anymore, never,
You drove me away today, I am so sad and afraid that I will not be able to be by your side...".
Zhou Ye hugged her, his distressed breathing was extremely heavy. She wet his clothes with her tears, and her whole body was shaking with sobs.
He spoke in a heavy voice:
"I'm sorry, things like today will never happen again. I will always stay by Shengsheng's side, and I will never abandon you because of anyone or anything in the outside world, and choose to escape..."
He repeated in a low voice:
"Not anymore,
Never again...".
This time, blood seemed to be dripping from his heart, and each drop turned into a knife, cutting bloody incisions in his heart, crushing and tearing him, making him miserable.
No one ever said they were afraid of not being able to coax him.
No one ever said they were afraid of not being able to keep him,
No one ever said they were afraid of not being able to be by her side.
She was a gift from God in his unbearable life.
He didn't dare lose her again.
And between two people, if he gives up, then all the pressure and sadness will fall on her, torturing her alone,
He didn't understand before,
From now on, he will never let down this girl who gave herself to him wholeheartedly.
He will treat her as his fate calmly and aboveboard, and will no longer run away from her.
When he was coaxing her on Zhou Ye, he discovered that Shengge had a fever, and he was rushed to the hospital. Fortunately, the doctor said that it was just a low fever caused by a cold, and that just taking some medicine would be enough. He wanted her to be hospitalized for one night for observation.
Shengge was afraid that grandma would be worried, so she insisted on going back.
The doctor also said that she could just go back and take medicine, and then sent her home.
Downstairs in the community, Zhou Ye told her:
"If you feel uncomfortable at night, call me at any time. I'll come over at any time. Do you hear me?"
