My name is Biwei.
But before I was six years old, I didn’t have a name, so everyone called me Xiao Wu according to my family ranking.
I have sisters above me, the first three of whom were "married". They came back to visit their parents and younger sisters, but I was too young and didn't have a deep impression of them. I only remember that they were all the same thin, pale, and always had their heads lowered.
The father taught them a lesson: "The daughter next door knows how to get some rice and noodles when she comes home. What about you? You are heartless!"
My mother held their hands and said, "Serve your parents-in-law and husband well, and have more children! It will be fine once you get through it."
The one I have the best relationship with is Sister Xi, who is seven years older than me.
Every day she has to get up early, cook, do laundry, wait for her parents to get up, eat, and then do farm work together.
I was five years old at the time and couldn't move anything. I fell down before I could pick it up.
My father scolded me: "It's useless to have a daughter! If this was a son, the land would have been cultivated for me long ago!"
Without saying a word, Sister Xi pulled me up, patted the dust off my body, and walked into the fields.
The neighbor's son was also working in the fields. I followed Sister Xi with a small basket and silently compared the two of them.
The brother next door works quickly but is too rough.
Although Xijie is a little slower, she can do it carefully.
But dad was not satisfied.
He is always dissatisfied.
He always crawled into my mother's bed at night. My mother resisted and said, "Xiaoxi and Xiaowu are both here!"
But my father said, "What can I do? This is the only room in the house!"
Sister Xi didn't say anything, she hugged me into her arms and covered my ears.
But I could still hear the squeaking and shaking sounds, my mother was gritting her teeth and crying, and my father was breathing heavily.
I don't know why, but I just feel sick.
My mother is pregnant again.
At the end of the year, my mother wailed in her room for a long time, and finally she gave birth.
It's a boy.
That day, my father was smiling from ear to ear, carrying a bag of corn and running to the only literate old man in the village.
He returned empty-handed, but with two words on his lips.
“Fussa.”
Mom held Fusheng in her arms and said to Sister Xi and me, "Xiaoxi, Xiaowu, this is your younger brother. We must treat our younger brother well in the future."
I looked at my wrinkled brother and just thought, why don’t I have a name?
"Do you remember?" Mom asked.
I nodded.
Sister Xi did not speak.
She doesn't like to talk, everyone knows it.
But they didn't know that Sister Xi's voice was soft and soft, which was particularly pleasant.
When no one was around, she would hug me and say, "Xiao Wu, do you know our Liang Kingdom's general? She is a girl like us and a farmer's daughter."
How did I know this?
Sister Xi was extremely determined and said: "In the future, we will all leave here. We will all become people like the general."
I don't know who the General is or why he became that person.
But Sister Xi said "leave".
I nodded vigorously and said, "Together."
Sister Xi chuckled and said, "Together."
But Sister Xi couldn’t leave with me.
One day, I saw a red mess on her pants, which looked like blood.
I thought Sister Xi was injured and very nervous.
Sister Xi told me in a low voice: "Don't let your parents know about this."
I didn't understand why, but I nodded anyway.
Sister Xi added: "If you bleed in the future, you must not say anything!"
I still don't understand why.
But Sister Xi was bleeding more and more, and the blood kept seeping out, covering the straw on the bed.
Sister Xi worked hard to wash her clothes and pants, and I worked hard to wipe away the blood.
But my parents still found out.
Later I finally figured out why my parents couldn't tell me about the bleeding.
This is called Kwai Water.
Coming to Kuishui means that girls have grown up and can get married.
The first three sisters were married off after coming to Kuishui.
"Don't let your parents know about this." This sentence was passed down one by one from the sisters.
Sister Xi remembered it, but how could she hide it?
Soon, a man from the next village came to my house. He was tall, thin, and had dark skin. He came to my house and brought an ox for plowing.
I am very afraid of him, and so is Sister Xi.
But my parents welcome me.
They took the scalper from the man, and the man looked at Sister Xi.
His dark eyes were filled with scrutiny.
Sister Xi did not cry or speak when she got married. She was neither sad nor happy, she was quiet.
I kept crying and arguing to prevent Sister Xi from leaving. In front of the guests, my father couldn’t bear to lose face and slapped me.
I finally stopped.
Sister Xi suddenly turned around, looked at me, and her lips moved.
They don't know it, but I do.
She said: "General."
I stood there blankly, tears streaming down my face.
After Sister Xi left, the cooking and laundry work at home fell on me. I can only think of her when I have free time, and I look forward to her coming home to see me.
But Sister Xi never came back.
I heard that the man was very strict and wouldn't even allow Sister Xi to look at other men. One time Sister Xi just borrowed something from a neighbor. When the man heard about it, he beat Sister Xi and said she was dishonest.
I want to find Sister Xi.
I want to take Sister Xi away with me to find the general.
I refrained from eating only half a steamed bun every day and saved the other half to eat on the road later.
However, the steamed buns were eaten by rats within a few days, leaving only a pile of scraps in the bag.
What’s even more sad is that when my father was repairing the roof, he slipped and fell. He broke his back and could no longer do farm work.
My mother cried all night.
I comforted her: "It's okay, Mom, I can also work, I will work very hard, and I won't make you and your brother feel wronged."
But my mother still cried.
Soon it will be impossible to open the pot at home.
I work harder than ever on the farm, but this is the beginning of the year and the crops don’t mature until autumn. What to do with the rest of the days?
I worry every day, worried that my parents and brother will be hungry.
That day, my mother got up early, combed my hair, and said she would take me into the city.
I asked strangely: "Why do we have to go to the city? We haven't finished our work yet."
My mother touched my face and said, "No work. We don't have to work today."
She took me into the capital.
I have never been to the capital city, and I never thought that the house could be so beautiful and the clothes could be so good-looking.
I was dazzled.
When I reacted, my mother pulled me, sat down on the roadside, and inserted a bamboo stick into my hair.
I don't understand, what is this doing?
A man came over and asked, "How old is this little girl?"
My mother replied: "Six years old! She is six years old! She is very capable of working!"
The man laughed: "I didn't buy her for work."
Mother was stunned for a moment.
The man looked at me, and that look always reminded me of my father and the man who took away Sister Xi. He reached out to pinch my face, but I was afraid and bit his finger.
The man was in pain and kicked me in the stomach.
I was kicked to the ground, dizzy, and vaguely heard the man cursing.
I held my stomach and felt extremely uncomfortable.
"Hu Zun, why do I meet you here again?"
A clear female voice suddenly sounded.
"Qing...Qing General."
"Why is the general here?"
When I heard "General", I struggled to sit up.
There were so many people. I didn’t see the general. Instead, a little girl about my age ran over, squatted down, and asked me gently: “Are you okay?”
The voice was soft and reminded me of Sister Xi.
The difference is that she smells great and her cheeks are white and rosy.
Like a little fairy.
"My name is Qing Lingyi," the little fairy smiled at me, "Don't worry, my mother is here today, no one will bully you."
She smiles so beautifully, like all the flowers blooming in the mountains and fields in spring.
I blushed inexplicably.
"How's it going? Are you okay?"
There was a voice above my head, and I raised my head to face that face that I will never forget.
That is General Qingyan.
She looked at me and said, "Why don't you come back with me and I'll have someone take a look at it for you."
Next to her, my mother got up and said, "This is my daughter, you can't just take her away."
Qing Yan looked sideways and said amusedly: "Are you willing to sell your own daughter? Do you know who will buy it?"
Behind him, a man named Hu Zun had a bruised nose and face, and she had already taught him a lesson.
My mother's eyes were red and she said: "I...I can't help it...my man is disabled after a fall, and I have a little son..."
Qing Yan sighed, took out her money bag from her sleeve, and stuffed her with five taels of silver.
Mother was flattered.
"Take your daughter to see a doctor and don't sell her out again." Qing Yan said.
Mother nodded.
She took me to leave.
But I stood firm and said, "I won't go back."
My mother didn’t understand: “If you don’t go back, what are you going to do?”
I said: "I want to work with the general and become a person like the general."
The mother was stunned.
Qing Yan laughed heartily.
The General's Mansion is particularly large.
Qing Lingyi took me to see the doctor.
Give me a bath, change my clothes, and comb my hair.
She gave me delicious pastries. I have never eaten anything so delicious.
As I ate, my tears fell.
"What's wrong?" Qing Lingyi asked.
I talked about Sister Xi.
Qing Lingyi was very angry when she heard that. She took my hand and said, "Let's go! Let's go get your Sister West!"
She took a few soldiers and went to the village.
I knocked on the man's door.
He was very impatient when he saw me, but when he saw Qing Lingyi and other soldiers behind me, he didn't dare to get angry. He said: "Your sister West was not lucky. She died in childbirth."
I opened my eyes wide: "How is this possible! How is this possible!"
I rushed into the house and searched everywhere.
There is no West Sister.
The man took me to the cemetery, pointed to a small dirt bag, and said, "She is here."
It's a small dirt bag without even a tombstone.
But why is there a tombstone? Sister Xi has no name.
I was so sad that I couldn't speak.
Qing Yan heard about this and paid for repairs to Sister Xi's grave and made her a tombstone.
She asked me Sister Xi’s name, but I couldn’t tell her.
Qing Lingyi suggested: "Then let's get one for her."
She turned to me and asked: "What does your sister like?"
I quietly glanced at Qing Yan and whispered, "General."
Qing Lingyi was stunned, and Qing Yan was also stunned.
Qing Yan smiled and said, "How about calling her Xi Yan?"
Qing Lingyi said: "Yan is my mother's name."
Sister Xi finally has a name, Xi Yan, engraved on her tombstone. I think if she were still alive, she would be very happy.
As for me, I will continue to live well with Sister Xi’s share.
"By the way," Qing Lingyi looked at me, "Can I give you a name too?"
I nodded.
While she was still thinking, Qing Yan said, "The little girl looks good in green clothes. My name is Biwei, okay?"
"Biwei, it sounds great," Qing Lingyi asked me with a smile, "Do you like it?"
My heart beats slightly faster.
At the age of six, I finally had my own name.
Biwei.
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Qing Yan always said, don't think about becoming someone else, just be yourself.
She was good at fighting. After I became literate, I also wanted to read military books, but I always got a headache from reading them.
Qing Lingyi is particularly good at riding and shooting, not even as good as many boys. I originally wanted to learn, but I couldn't even draw the bowstring.
I suspect I'm too stupid to know anything.
Qing Lingyi said good-naturedly: "It doesn't matter. Not everyone knows what they want to do at the beginning. Take your time and don't rush."
Before I realized what I wanted to do, I stayed with Qing Lingyi as her maid.
Work, that's what I'm good at.
But Qing Lingyi feels sorry for me. Some tasks she can do by herself do not require me, and some tasks are too tiring, so she lets older people do them.
We grew up together.
If there is something delicious, she will share half of it with me.
She was unhappy and she came to me to cry.
When I came to Kwai Shui, I was so nervous that I secretly hid my pants.
I'm afraid they'll marry me off.
But after learning about this, Qing Yan just smiled and touched my head, "You have grown up, little Biwei."
She prepared strips of cloth for me, filled with plant ash, and taught me how to put them in my pants.
Qing Lingyi boiled brown sugar water for me and said drinking it would be good for my health.
I cried that day.
Qing Lingyi asked worriedly: "What's wrong? Is the hot water too hot? Don't cry, I'll blow it for you~"
I shook my head and lied, "It's my stomach that hurts."
Qing Lingyi then leaned over, put her soft little hands on my stomach, and said, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, I'll give you some warmth~"
Most of the time, she is so gentle.
But sometimes, she is also more stubborn and vindictive.
Therefore, we will also lose our temper and try to be the peacemaker every time.
Later, Qing Yan went to the north for the expedition.
Before leaving, she said with a smile: "I'm not in Suidu, you two, don't quarrel. If you're really unhappy, wait until I come back before you quarrel."
Qing Lingyi and I both laughed.
But Qing Yan couldn't come back.
The general's mansion was breached, and people I knew died one after another.
Qing Lingyi and I ran wildly in the night.
She kept crying and held my hand tightly.
I also held her tightly, but I didn't cry.
At that time, I was thinking, if we were caught, I would have to protect her even if I died.
Fortunately, both of us survived.
After that, we never had any conflicts again. Because we both know that the only thing we have left is each other.
At the Yongxing County Government Office, I finally discovered that I seemed to be quite good at arithmetic.
I can read the ledger and learn to keep accounts.
It's just that the Yongxing County Government doesn't need me to manage accounts, so it seems useless to learn this.
One day, Qing Lingyi was accused of marrying Cheng Yang, the general of Zuowei.
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Actually, I'm scared.
My sister Xi died after getting married, and I'm afraid something bad will happen to Qing Lingyi.
Especially this General's Mansion is not as good as the General's Mansion in the past. It's lifeless here.
What is more reassuring is that Cheng Yang is unconscious.
This is what Qing Lingyi told me secretly in private. Only Butler Wu can enter the main room. At first, Qing Lingyi's dressing table had to be placed outside.
But I wasn't happy for long, Cheng Yang woke up unexpectedly.
He actually woke up!
Even if he wakes up, he will always have a dark and fierce face after waking up.
They are both generals, why are they so different from General Qing?
I particularly dislike him and feel that he is not worthy of Qing Lingyi.
I am also very afraid of him. His fierceness is not directed at anyone, but looks down on everyone equally.
I'm so afraid that he will suddenly go crazy and kill Qing Lingyi.
But Cheng Yang gradually changed, and his eyes softened when he saw Qing Lingyi.
What exactly will change a person? I can't figure it out.
That day, Grandma Sun and I were going into the house.
An indifferent young man suddenly appeared outside the door. His voice was cold when he spoke, "You two, stop."
I didn't recognize him at that time, but he gave people the same feeling as the General's Mansion, repelling people thousands of miles away, like an evil ghost crawling out of hell.
On this day, Qing Lingyi was going to coax Xiao Anle, so he had to take Dabai with him.
Qing Lingyi handed over this task to the indifferent young man outside the door.
Only then did I learn that his name was Ji Fanzhi.
Shortly after the young man left, Qing Lingyi sighed and said, "Biwei, you should also come over and have a look. I'm afraid that Ji Guards won't listen to me."
I nodded.
When I arrived, Baymax in the cage was visibly angry.
I couldn't help but sigh, Qing Lingyi is really a master of calculation.
And why is this Ji Guard so self-righteous?
My first impression of him was not good.
In order to warn him, on the way back, I said: "It will be bad luck to go against my wife."
Ji Fanzhi seemed to have memorized this sentence.
But not long after, something happened in Jiang Mansion. When Lin Ruzhi provoked, Ji Fanzhi did not show up in time.
Cheng Yang was particularly angry and Ji Fanzhi was also punished.
He was left out and went to the big white cage whenever he had something to do.
I am also angry, because it is his responsibility to protect Qing Lingyi.
So when feeding Dabai, I deliberately pretended not to see him.
Ji Fanzhi didn't say anything, just sitting there.
The day after I went to feed Dabai, he cleared his throat and asked, "Miss Biwei, how is Madam?"
Without turning my head, I said, "Madam is very good, don't worry about her."
Ji Fanzhi stopped talking.
Dabai finished eating and I was about to leave.
As I passed by, I heard Ji Fanzhi cough lightly.
I glanced at him, he was hanging his head and his face was pale.
I asked: "What's wrong with you?"
Ji Fanzhi whispered: "I'm in a bad mood."
"Why?"
"I don't know how to choose."
I was stunned for a moment, why didn't he feel guilty for dereliction of duty?
"I don't know whether I should choose Master or Madam." Ji Fanzhi added.
I probably understood that it was his master who asked him to do that.
I thought about it and said, "Your master is confused, and you can't be confused too. If you had not listened to your master and protected your wife in time, neither you nor your master would have been punished by the general."
Ji Fanzhi was startled and raised his head.
We chatted a little more that day.
He talked about his master Si Rujian, about how he adopted him, fed him, and taught him martial arts.
I feel like he and I are quite similar.
They all came from poor backgrounds and met very good people.
I talked about how I was adopted and treated well by Qing Yan and Qing Lingyi.
Ji Fanzhi finally said: "My master is really a good person."
I disagreed and said, "Madam is a really good and good person."
Ji Fanzhi glanced at me, smiled, and said, "They are all very good."
I was stubborn about this kind of thing and said, "Ma'am, be better."
Ji Fanzhi didn't refute me anymore.
I'm very satisfied with this.
So later Qing Lingyi bought the cooking cakes from Grandma Cao’s house, and I brought ten of them to him.
Ji Fanzhi was stunned, "What is this?"
"Cooking cakes," I wondered, "have you never eaten them?"
Ji Fanzhi shook his head.
"What about the fish soup? What about the water noodles?"
He had never tasted any of the delicacies I was talking about, and he had never even heard of them before I talked about them.
"You're so pathetic." I commented.
Ji Fanzhi did not refute.
While he was eating cooking cakes, I asked, "What have you been doing since you were a child?"
"Stay by Master's side and follow the army to conquer the east and west."
Fighting?
From this point onwards, my impression of him became slightly better.
"Then where have you been?" I asked.
"First in Jingzhou, and later in Mengmen." Ji Fanzhi mentioned several place names, some of which I had heard of, and some of which I had not.
I suddenly felt that I was quite pitiful.
After that, the relationship between Ji Fanzhi and I got better, and we would talk together from time to time.
Other maids at Yanshanju asked me: "Miss Biwei, aren't you afraid?"
"What are you afraid of?"
"Ji Guard! He is always cold and cold, and he is a secret guard, with the blood of many people on his hands..."
She stopped mid-sentence.
I turned my head subconsciously and saw Ji Fanzhi not far away.
I walked over and saw that he was holding something in his hand.
"What's this?"
"Map." Ji Fanzhi said, handing the thing to me.
I was stunned for a moment and unfolded it. The lines depict the city, mountains and rivers, and place names are marked, including Suidu, Jingzhou and Mengmen.
I never knew what the original territory of Liang was like, let alone the locations of these places.
I was pleasantly surprised, "Thank you, Guard Guard Ji."
Ji Fanzhi said nothing.
At that time, I thought it was a gift from him in return for the cakes I gave him.
Although I felt that he was in a low state, he always had a cold face on weekdays, so I didn't take him seriously.
Later, Jiang Yizhou's wedding was approaching.
I was thinking about Qing Lingyi's plan, so I made an appointment with Ji Fanzhi the night before. I expected to be rejected, but he agreed without thinking.
In order to avoid the eyes and ears of everyone, I deliberately chose a secluded place behind the house.
I was about to speak when there was a sudden sound from the bathroom window.
Cheng Yang jumped out.
In his arms, there was Qing Lingyi who was sleeping soundly.
Ji Fanzhi and I were shocked.
However, Cheng Yang was very calm and asked instead: "What are you two doing here in the middle of the night?"
"tryst?"
I quickly denied: "No!"
Ji Fanzhi said: "Yes..."
I was stunned and turned around, "How can this be called a tryst? I'm just here to ask if you are ready. Tomorrow is very important to Madam -"
Ji Fanzhi also looked at me, a little innocently, "I...I thought that was your excuse..."
It’s really hard to explain.
After Cheng Yang left, I sighed and said, "But Guard Ji, I'm serious. You must do a good job in the errands my wife arranges for you tomorrow."
Ji Fanzhi lowered his head and responded.
"I am leaving."
I said that and turned around.
"Wait a minute." Ji Fanzhi stopped me.
I look back.
He looked at me and said, "The general also has a lot of blood on his hands."
"I know that."
"But Madam likes the General very much."
"I know this too."
"so……"
Ji Fanzhi must have wanted to say something, but he was too troubled and stumbling to say anything.
I roughly understood what he meant and said, "I know, Ji Guard."
Ji Fanzhi raised his head.
"It's like even though the general's hands are stained with blood, the lady still likes him."
Ji Fanzhi's eyes shone slightly.
I continued: "I won't be afraid of you."
Ji Fanzhi was stunned for a moment, "Is that it?"
"Otherwise?" I asked.
Ji Fanzhi stopped talking again.
This time, I really don’t understand what’s wrong with him.
On weekdays, I always want to say a few words to Ji Fanzhi, but his attitude is neither salty nor cool. I feel like he hates me.
So I started not talking to him much.
Finally, the general returned.
Qing Yan returned to Suidu, took Qing Lingyi and me away, and lived in Ruiyuan.
I hadn't seen Ji Fanzhi for several days. I felt relieved at first, but then gradually, strangely, his face appeared in my mind.
I suspect I'm sick.
But what medicine should be taken for this disease?
On the day Qing Lingyi was invited to the palace by the Queen, I went back to the General's Mansion to find Cheng Yang.
But the general was not here, so I met Ji Fanzhi.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm looking for the general."
"The general is on the right guard."
I responded, "Then I'll go to right guard."
Ji Fanzhi held me back.
I frowned, "What to do?"
Seeing that I was angry, Ji Fanzhi quickly let go of my hand and said in a good temper: "The right guard is heavily guarded. I want to take you with me."
I still frowned and didn't refuse.
Rushing to the right guard, I am going to the door.
Ji Fanzhi pulled me back and said, "There are many people there, let's change places."
"Where to change?"
Ji Fanzhi pulled me under a high wall and said, "Here."
I:?
Ji Fanzhi: "Turn over here and you'll find the general's room."
"But I won't climb over the wall."
"I can."
Ji Fanzhi's right hand tried to go around my lower back, but it didn't touch me. He asked first, "Can I?"
I have a thin skin, so this kind of intimate contact is definitely not acceptable. But thinking about Qing Lingyi, I gritted my teeth and said, "Okay."
Ji Fanzhi then put his arm around my waist.
His arms were very strong, and he hugged me. He jumped up and climbed onto the wall.
My heart was beating like a drum. I didn't know whether I was afraid of standing so high or being too close to him.
His palm was a little too hot, so I tried to struggle.
Ji Fanzhi probably thought I was about to fall, so he hugged me tighter.
My face felt hot, and my feet slipped when I was nervous.
Ji Fanzhi hurriedly came to drag me.
As a result, we both fell off the wall.
He was at the bottom, and I fell into his arms.
All this was done in front of Cheng Yang.
I got up urgently and told Qing Lingyi about the crisis she was currently in.
After Cheng Yang left, Ji Fanzhi also got up.
I looked at him out of the corner of my eye and noticed that the roots of his ears were also red.
Qing Lingyi and I both returned to the general's mansion.
My relationship with Ji Fanzhi inexplicably improved again.
From time to time, he would buy delicious food outside and come back to share it with me.
I'm a little uncomfortable with it.
I started telling him about my past, my parents, and my sister from the West.
Ji Fanzhi listened very carefully every time.
He would say, "You suffered in the past."
He would also say: "In the past, the second brother of the Cheng family said the reason why we must win the war. Now I understand, it is to prevent more girls like you and your sister from suffering in the world."
I never thought he would think so.
But he thought so, and I felt relieved inside.
Qing Lingyi dreamed that I would be kidnapped. When everyone discussed it together, I could tell that they had bad intentions towards Ji Fanzhi.
I gave him a look, hoping he would be smart and not be fooled.
But he actually started to blush.
I wonder why he is so stupid.
However, even though he was stupid, when he put on my clothes, he actually...
It's quite nice.
Before leaving, he glanced at me.
Receiving his gaze, I smiled and said deliberately: "Go, Miss Biwei."
Ji Fanzhi's cheeks turned red and he touched my finger, "Wait for me at home, Ji Guards."
I was stunned.
Why did he touch my finger?
And I.
Why does my heart beat so fast when he touches his finger?
I can't figure it out.
Ji Fanzhi pretended to be me and stayed outside for several days.
In order not to be discovered, I hid in the General's Mansion for several days.
These days, I can't figure out that question.
I don't even know if something will happen to Ji Fanzhi?
What should I do if something happens to him?
Finally, everything settled and I heard that Ji Fanzhi was still alive. When he was sent back, I put down everything I was doing and hurried over.
Ji Fanzhi was not injured or changed.
Still wearing a skirt.
He was surrounded by people asking him how he was doing.
I stopped not far away, suddenly afraid to get closer.
Suddenly, Ji Fanzhi raised his eyes and looked at me.
I became nervous.
The corners of Ji Fanzhi's mouth curved upward.
He took steps towards me.
I'm even more nervous.
"Guard guard." He said.
"Why...why are you still playing with this?" I was a little embarrassed.
Ji Fanzhi looked at me and said, "On the way, my wife told me that if you really want to confirm your feelings, you should face to face and speak clearly with an open heart."
I was slightly startled.
“Life is short, love must be timely.”
Ji Fanzhi spoke in a soft voice.
Finally, he stared at me and said, "Ji Guardsman, do you want to follow me and eat a lot of delicious food?"
I suddenly had the urge to shed tears.
"What about you? Do you want to?" Ji Fanzhi looked at me.
I took a deep breath and said, "Miss Biwei, just eating is useless."
I looked at him and smiled with tears in my eyes, "You have to follow me and go to many places, right?"
Ji Fanzhi burst into laughter. He is always indifferent, and melts like ice when he is ridiculous.
He spread his arms, held me in his arms, and said in my ear: "Biwei, I like you very much. I like you very much. I like you very much."
I closed my eyes gently.
When I was six years old, I failed to wait for the harvest of crops in my family’s fields.
I didn't expect that the grand and gentle autumn wind of that year would blow to me when I was sixteen. The sky was crisp, and the cool and pleasant wind blew gently on the faces of me and the boy I liked, as if it would never stop.
