The pale moonlight has shone from ancient times to the present, and the person standing there speechless seems to be going to eternity.
So this is ah.
Nan Yi was thinking in confusion.
The death of most people in the world is just a moment, but the death of some people is a laggard that spans a long time.
He must have dreamed about the time when he could return to his hometown and see the sun again. When the country was in decline, the young man was ordered to go deep into the enemy camp and steal information to help his motherland. But the night is still the night, and while fighting it, people will also be swallowed by it. Then slowly, even the passion for being a hero was worn away, leaving only a heart of atonement.
He doesn't want to see Tianming again, and he doesn't need everyone to feel guilty about him. It will only make it difficult for everyone. He just wants to end it here, and all the suffering will stay with him in the darkness. Those in the light can just walk towards tomorrow openly.
Nan Yi finally realized that he had lost the will to live.
She knew that he would abandon her sooner or later, but his abandonment made her unable to hate him. How could she help him? She couldn't help him at all. How can there be such a powerless thing in this world?
Nan Yi lowered his head and stared at the blank ground. The water on his body had dripped onto the ground and formed a small shoal. Every drop of water is broken, and everything in sight becomes so cruel.
She gave up thinking and escaped.
She suddenly looked up at him and said in a confused way: "I'm very cold."
Xie Queshan was startled for a moment, Jiang Feng was really a bit cold, and he didn't even notice her standing on the wind outlet.
This dreamlike night seemed to hide a nightmare that was releasing sorrow. He was fascinated by his mind, and his whole body was floating empty in the air. And this simple sentence with no more meaning was like a spell, which suddenly pulled his soul back from the void of sadness and despair, and his five senses returned to their normal state. He was still truly alive, and the one he loved was The man stood before him.
Only then did he really come back to his senses and look at her.
He was helpless, he felt that he shouldn't let her stay, but in the middle of the vast river, in the dim night, where could he let her go? He understood that she was asking for warmth from him to prove that he was still a passionate person, and she blinded him with these trivial details.
Xie Queshan finally took her hand and led her into the room without saying a word. He was in a trance. In fact, it seemed that she was holding him, walking step by step into a beautiful Nanke dream.
Close the doors and windows and light a charcoal fire.
She didn't bring a change of clothes, so she had to wear his clothes first.
He lowered the curtains and let her go inside to change clothes. This covert action made both of them blush.
The rustling of clothes continued, and the sense of reality became stronger and stronger, as if the heartbreaking confession just now was just a passing gust of wind, blowing past it and passing away.
Xie Queshan looked at the figure dimly reflected on the curtain.
Some vague yet honest charm welled up in my heart.
People are really strange. Unless their heads fall to the ground and bleed dry, they can survive. Even in such a despairing situation, he still felt a trace of unwillingness and desire.
They still have to experience the pain of love, hate and pain in this world before they can complete their life as human beings.
But he didn't want to drag her down anymore.
Nan Yi walked out of the curtain with bare feet, her exquisite body hidden in the overly large robe. Xie Queshan raised his head and glanced away, then looked away guiltily and stared at the stove in front of him intently.
She walked briskly on the thick felt blanket to the stove.
I was too nervous just now and didn't feel that cold. Now I felt real warmth, but I was shivering all over. She stretched out her hands and feet to warm herself over the fire, like a little turtle with its claws stretched out, which looked a little funny.
Xie Queshan glanced at her repeatedly and fiddled with the coals in the stove.
"Did Zhang Yuehui know you were coming?"
The water boiled and he poured her a cup of hot tea.
Nan Yi replied confidently: "Of course he knows, otherwise how could I have found this place."
"Then when the food delivery people come tomorrow, you can go back with them."
"I won't leave!" Nan Yi immediately expressed his attitude fiercely.
Xie Queshan's expression was still calm.
"I made a bet with Zhang Yuehui. He said you would drive me away. I said you would definitely let me stay with you," Nan Yi began to make nonsense. "If he wins the bet, I will marry He, are you also happy with this?"
"Boss Zhang..." Xie Queshan seemed to be very calm, and his deep voice sounded like he was sighing.
Nan Yi felt like she was going crazy. She wanted to catch even this sigh. She pricked up her ears and waited for Xie Queshan's words.
"...It's not bad. At least there are gold and silver mountains, so you don't have to worry about food and drink. It seems that he is going to win this time."
Nan Yi was so anxious that he grabbed the topic and said, "I just can't lose!"
"That's not up to you." He replied calmly.
Nan Yi was so angry that she threw the tea cup to the ground. The cup rolled around on the felt carpet, but it was intact. She bent over to catch up and wanted to pick it up, but the cup still rolled forward. She was so anxious that she finally got the cup. He pinched it back in his hand, threw it against the wall angrily, picked up a piece of it, and stuffed it into Xie Queshan's hand.
Nan Yi looked at death with a look on his face, and said, "Xie Queshan, didn't you want me to die in your hands? Didn't you tell me not to try to escape? Why don't you keep your word? You want to die, right? Then Kill me before you die, and we will die together."
Nan Yi held Xie Queshan's hand and made gestures on his neck, then hesitated and made gestures on his wrist.
This pause caused the rhythm to plummet, and Nan Yi felt guilty.
"...Where can I die more happily?"
"What are you doing?" Xie Queshan frowned, threw the porcelain piece away, and withdrew his hand.
When he looked at her, she stared back at him with her neck stiffened.
"Sit down." He gave her a serious look.
Nan Yi frowned, but reluctantly accepted the not-so-pretty steps and sat down again.
"Paper tiger." Nan Yi muttered softly.
The conversation stopped again, and the atmosphere became silent, as if a silent eviction order had been issued.
This kind of silence drove Nan Yi crazy. She was afraid that she would stop talking and that Xie Queshan would not argue with her. It doesn't matter if she is said to be reckless and unreasonable. It seems that in this way, she can catch Xie Queshan and prevent him from getting further away. She is like a fool who desperately wants to pick the flower in the mirror and fish out the moon in the water. She has no rules and insists on her own way.
She added fiercely: "I tell you, if you don't kill me, don't even think about dying - and don't use your brain to drive me away. If pressed, I will jump into the river."
"up to you."
Xie Queshan put down the charcoal-burning tongs and stood up to leave. He left a message in a nonchalant voice: "There is a wing next door. You can find a place to sleep by yourself."
As soon as Xie Queshan covered himself with the quilt and lay down, a nimble figure broke in, stepped over him very skillfully to the side of the bed, and got into the quilt.
The cold body brings a chill. Immediately afterwards, her hands were tightly wrapped around her, and she said shamelessly: "Let's sleep together."
Xie Queshan subconsciously wanted to push her away, but she said in a rogue manner: "I'm cold, and there's no charcoal fire next door. The cheap wind on the river is like free money, it can blow someone to death."
Xie Queshan was speechless. He wanted to say something but didn't want to get entangled, so he simply closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.
Although he always put on a cold face, his body was very hot. Human temperature is honest.
Nan Yi's heart suddenly felt at ease. She just wanted to hold on to this body tightly and make him stay hot forever.
Knowing that he was not asleep, she began to murmur, "If you want to kill me, you can't freeze me to death, right?"
He ignored her because he was restraining himself from giving her hope and could not give himself hope. He also suffered when she called him callous and unjust, but when she started talking about death, Xie Queshan couldn't help but retort: "When will I kill you?"
His answer was like opening a floodgate for Nan Yi to take advantage of. Even in the dark, he could feel that Nan Yi suddenly became energetic and Yigulu sat up from the bed.
"When did you not want to kill me? When the tiger was kneeling on the mountain, the five words you wrote to me were death, and you asked me to choose a life! Are you determined to kill me?"
"If I steal a city defense map, you're going to kill me!"
"I want to leave Lidu Mansion and you still strangle me! What if I really strangle myself to death!"
Xie Queshan:......
Okay, okay, let her scold you happily.
Every word she scolded made his heart feel fuller. Fortunately, it was dark night and no one saw his wet eyes.
She rushed into his life, vivid and fierce, waving her small fist, but she could accurately find his most vulnerable place, hit him with one blow, and shatter his shell. His life, which was like a pool of stagnant water, became full of spring because of her arrival.
He was so lucky to meet such a person. But she seemed unlucky because he was a terrible lover. He even resented himself a little for dragging her into this mess, this love, but now it seemed that he couldn't give her anything.
"What do you mean you left me some repellent medicine?" she asked suddenly.
Xie Queshan was stunned: "What else can it mean?"
"Heartless man!" She cursed through gritted teeth, "Look, aren't you murdering our future child? You are so cold-blooded!"
Xie Queshan: "...This won't happen at once."
She rolled her eyes slyly, and suddenly leaned down when the person was unprepared, brushing the tip of her nose against his, and spraying her breath on the person's face: "How many times are you going to do it?"
Her hair rubbed against her cheek, tickling her slightly.
Xie Queshan took a deep breath, pushed the person's shoulder and turned her around. Wrapping her up in quilt, she asked her to face the wall inside.
"Sleep-" Feeling that Nan Yi was still moving, he threatened again, "If you move again, I will throw you down."
After a long time, their breathing gradually became calmer. As if he were a thief, Nan Yi turned around carefully and got close to him. When he saw that he didn't move, her arms climbed up his body and hugged him tightly.
"Good people need to atone for their sins, but bad people don't. You are just a bastard, so you just walk all the way to the dark side and never look back." She rested her head on his shoulder and said quietly but clearly, "Then , you can escape to me."
Xie Queshan heard it, but he didn't dare to answer and even held his breath.
"I know all your secrets, so with me, you don't have to feel guilty or guilty. You can be happy if you want to be happy, and be sad if you want to be sad. I will keep it secret."
