Blood flowed along the glass and onto the ground. Chen Xi was in pain and his face wrinkled up.
"A Shen..." Chen Xi had tears in his eyes, and Gu Shen just woke up from a dream, panicking and not knowing what to do.
"Xiao Xi, I didn't mean it. I didn't do it on purpose. I just want you to live a good life. Just stay with me. You don't need to do anything." Gu Shen knelt down beside her. , want to touch but dare not touch.
Chen Xi endured the pain and no longer wanted to refute anything at this moment.
"I know, Ashen, could you please bring the medicine box first?" If it had been in the past, her family would have taken her to the hospital. But now the two of them are living in poverty, and they save everything they can.
Gu Shen didn't waste any time, got up and went to find the medicine box. Fortunately, this back and forth also made him sober up a lot. The light was dim, and Chen Xi held up his mobile phone with one hand so that the flashlight light could better shine on the injured area and make it easier for Gu Shen to treat her wounds.
The man's eyes are focused, his movements are gentle, and there is a warm atmosphere in the quiet space...
Chen Xi looked at him and then at the debris on the ground, "A Shen, I just thought that I could be a full-time wife in the future. We should work together to overcome the difficulties now. I can't bear to watch you struggle outside alone. "
Chen Xi's words caused Gu Shen's movements to pause for a moment.
"Xiao Xi, I am very happy to be running around outside for you. Don't worry, I will solve it."
Chen Xi's eyes were filled with sadness. Is this all for me? Is it all because of me?
After that day, the two never mentioned this topic again. Gu Shen is responsible for running around to support his family, while Chen Xi is responsible for taking care of everything at home, and then waits for Gu Shen's return with peace of mind.
I don’t know when, the originally lively and cheerful Chen Xi became more and more silent. He used to go shopping with his good sisters on weekends, but after coming out, Gu Shen said that he was afraid that his best friend and parents would take her away by force, so he took away her mobile phone. , and in order to give Gu Shen peace of mind, she agreed. Unknowingly, there was only one Gu Shen left in her world.
Dream... She looked at her originally delicate hands, which had slowly become rough. She rubbed the thick calluses on her hands that had grown from years of piano practice, and stared blankly at the wall. She didn't know what she was thinking. Her whole body had completely lost its previous agility.
And it has only been half a year since it became what it is now.
Gu Shen gradually started to go out early and come back late. He rarely stayed at home. He looked very busy. Chen Xi wanted to ask a few words, but he just said, "Be good, I am doing this to give you a better life." Ah, when I make enough money, we can buy a bigger house.”
At this time, Chen Xi could only let go of his hand, send him away with a gentle smile, and silently clean up the housework, prepare meals and wait for him to come back. If the food gets cold, or if she goes to bed before him, Gu Shen will say, "I am so tired from running around for you, and when I get home, I can only eat cold food and face a pitch-black room?"
Chen Xi said that she was wrong. From then on, no matter whether Gu Shen came back or not, she would keep heating the food and quietly wait for him to come back.
After these days repeated for a while, Chen Xi found out that he was pregnant. She was very happy that the dark and quiet room where she was the only one was finally about to welcome a new life. She finally no longer had to face that small, dark house alone...
She looked excited, packed the food and planned to go to Gu Shen's company to surprise him. Gu Shen always had a gloomy face when he came back. Something must have happened in the company. If he told Gu Shen at this time that she had his child and his flesh and blood, he would definitely be very happy, right?
Thinking of this, Chen Xi's thin and somewhat sunken cheeks became shiny.
She took the lunch box and wanted to dress up for the first time in a long time, but found that she had no cosmetics. She sighed, but still chose the beautiful dress she wore when she ran out of home to make herself look as presentable as possible.
Chen Xi walked out of the house. The midday sun was warm, but a bit dazzling to her. She hadn't left home for a long time, and the farthest distance was the trash can at the door. Even the food was delivered to her door by Gu Shen, saying he didn't want to see her step into the vegetable market to buy food.
When she walked on the road, she would shrink unconsciously when she saw new people coming and going. Even the dress she was wearing felt extremely uncomfortable. She wanted to run back countless times, wanting to stay in that dilapidated cabin that gave her a sense of security, but she was still willing to grit her teeth and go to Gu Shen's company just to make Gu Shen happier.
Chen Xi has not had contact with society for too long, and he has lost his way. She stood blankly in front of the bus stop, watching one bus after another passing by, but she remained frozen in place without responding. Finally, a kind-looking woman came over and asked her where she wanted to go.
When Chen Xi looked at the gentle and friendly woman in front of him, his eyes suddenly became hot, and she was even startled. Chen Xi quickly wiped his eyes, saying it was because his eyes shed tears easily when exposed to the wind. He also asked how to get to the destination, and then nodded goodbye to the woman.
While walking around in circles, Chen Xi finally arrived downstairs of the company. Gu Shen's company is one of the buildings in this building, but Chen Xi doesn't know which one it is. Gritting her teeth, she clutched her lunch box bag tightly and walked to the front desk to ask.
The lady at the front desk had a decent smile, and her makeup made her look a little more bright. This made Chen Xi a little envious, but she had forgotten that she was a noble lady with a golden spoon in her mouth. She knew everything about music, chess, calligraphy and painting. When others only envy her, when did she fall to the point where she envy others?
"Miss, go up and ask for the card. Please register your information first."
Chen Xi nodded awkwardly and rubbed his hand against his clothes a few times before he dared to take the pen.
As she was writing, a strand of hair obscured her sight. After repeating it several times, Chen Xi simply tied up his hair with a rubber band. When he raised his head, he saw Gu Shen.
She was overjoyed and wanted to step forward, but another woman ran out from behind Gu Shen and took Gu Shen's arm.
Chen Xi was stunned and lowered his hand. She watched with her own eyes as Gu Shen smiled and kissed the forehead of the girl who looked flamboyant and beautiful in a red dress, and also helped her trim her hair. She looked so intimate.
The two walked out of the building talking and laughing, completely unaware of her presence.
"Miss? Miss, have you filled it out?"
Chen Xi turned his head stiffly and put the pen on the table. "No, thank you."
She didn't know how she got out of the building, or how she got home. She huddled on the bed in her room, tightly wrapped in quilt, crying silently, not knowing what she was thinking.
