She paused and puffed out her cheeks, "I want to hold the baby too."
In fact, she has had this idea for a long time. She wants to have a child with Lu Ye.
Lu Ye remained silent as he silently touched Meng Ji's earlobe.
He doesn't like children, but he is looking forward to having children with Meng Ji.
In the past, he had fantasized about this on countless late nights.
If it were a daughter, she would definitely have big eyes like hers, and looking at him with wet eyes would be enough to make his heart melt.
If it is a boy, he will teach him to protect his mother with him.
But whether it's a boy or a girl, Meng Ji will be their princess.
He will work hard to protect them and keep them safe throughout their lives.
Lu Ye looked down at Meng Ji, her eyes were full of seriousness and expectation.
"Wanwan, giving birth is very painful." He spoke softly and squeezed Meng Ji's fingers.
When a woman gives birth, it will cause a lot of irreparable damage to her body, and he has done his homework.
"I'm not afraid of pain." She looked up at him.
She was not afraid of any pain, it was the fruit of their love.
Lu Ye lowered his head and chuckled, kissing her forehead, "Well, I'm not afraid of it every night."
With a gentle coaxing, it's like treating a child's vows that fly out of the sky.
Giving birth was still too painful, and he didn't dare let Meng Ji try it easily.
"There's one more thing you haven't seen." He changed the topic and his tone became serious.
Facing Meng Ji's doubtful eyes, he frowned and led the person to the downstairs floor.
The elevator slowly moved down.
The door opened and Lu Ye led her in.
Compared with the sea of flowers upstairs, this floor seems a bit empty.
There are floor-to-ceiling windows on the west side, and the bright sunshine shines in, spreading warmth throughout the entire floor.
Rows and rows of photo shelves are neatly placed here, forming a photo wall.
Meng Ji froze on the spot, looking a little shocked by the densely packed photos.
Lu Ye raised his chin slightly and motioned for her to walk over and take a closer look.
Meng Ji was confused and slowly walked towards the photo display wall by the window.
The closer she got, the clearer she could see that it was full of photos related to her.
Photos of college life, photos of attending events, or photos of her secretly taken were all over the room.
There are photos of her smiling, crying, and even photos of her sitting in the school library in a daze.
Meng Ji pursed her lips, feeling that whatever she had done every day in the past could be found on this photo wall.
Many photos look like they were taken secretly, and the time is displayed at the bottom of the photos.
There are hundreds of photos taken in a day.
There were heavy footsteps behind him, and Meng Ji turned around.
Lu Ye approached her.
Her eyes flashed, and it was not difficult to guess that these photos were taken when Lu Ye sent people to follow her.
It's just that the number of these photos is too staggering.
Before she knew it, he had found many people to monitor her life.
He pursed his lips and felt sad when he saw Meng Ji's evasive eyes.
He proposed and confessed his love.
But he never apologized.
Those days when he unscrupulously hurt Meng Ji, he owed her a belated apology.
This photo wall is his 'evidence' that he has not given her the freedom and respect she deserves.
Lu Ye took her hand and said with great solemnity, "Wanwan, I owe you an apology."
Looking back on those days of forcing her, Lu Ye would inevitably feel heartbroken.
His love for Meng Ji is paranoid and extremely possessive.
He used the wrong method and pushed people further and further away.
Meng Ji raised her eyes, looked at him with her clean and soft eyes, and pursed her lips slightly.
That unpleasant memory was a thorn in the hearts of both of them.
But she had already forgiven him long before.
Every late night when she was hurt, she hid her hatred deeply, but later, it was Lu Ye's love that made the cruelty in her heart disappear.
She had long since forgiven him.
Lu Ye clenched his palms and faced the photo wall with dark eyes.
"This photo is of you practicing dancing alone at school. I secretly took it in the monitoring room. You fell down five times that afternoon."
"This photo is of you eating. You were in a bad mood that day and only ate a few bites of shredded potatoes."
He raised his hand and pointed not far away, "Wanwan bought a hat that I really liked this day. I put it on immediately after leaving the store."
"Someone confesses to you, but it's hard for you to refuse, so you turn around and run... you ran too fast, and I only saw the hem of your skirt."
......
He recalled Meng Ji one by one in front of this photo wall.
She listened to Lu Ye's deep voice and fell into deep thought.
What he said all matched up in her mind.
In the past, she would have been disgusted and scared.
But now, Meng Ji only feels calm in his heart.
The hatred and disgust are in the past, and they will have a future full of love.
Meng Ji bit his lip, they shouldn't be bound by the bad things in the past.
Everyone has to look forward.
"Lu Ye, stop talking." She tugged on Lu Ye's sleeve and spoke softly.
The ends of his eyes drooped slightly, and he felt even more uncomfortable when he saw that there was no rejection or disgust in her eyes.
"Wanwan, I am paranoid, dark, and do all kinds of evil."
"The moment I got you, I was thinking about what it would be like if you fell in love with me."
"You are pure, noble, and kind. Even after being touched by me, you can still face me with kindness."
"When you don't love me, I grieve and want to destroy everything crazily."
"But when you fell in love with me, I was still sad, and my whole heart was filled with guilt."
Lu Ye's eyes were red and he watched her continue to speak.
"I always wonder if you would fall in love with me if I approached you in a good light initially."
"My dominance and paranoia have caused indelible harm to you."
"Wanwan, I owe you a sincere apology." Lu Ye looked at her sadly.
The next second, he bent his knees and knelt in front of her.
The sound of his knees colliding with the floor was very loud.
Meng Ji was startled and was stunned for a moment.
The man has gold at his knees, he kneels on one knee when he proposes marriage, and he kneels on both knees when he asks for forgiveness.
Her tears couldn't stop flowing.
She used both hands to pull him to stand up, "Lu Ye, don't do this. I've never blamed you before."
Lu Ye was determined to apologize to her, but his knees didn't move even an inch, as if they were fixed to the floor.
"Your whole person is clean, and your love is noble. I am lucky enough to have your favor, so I must cherish it."
"You pulled me out of the abyss of humanity and polished me from black to pure white."
"Wanwan, I'm sorry, forgive me, forgive me for everything I did." A slight cry came from Lu Ye's throat, and he knelt on the ground humbly and begged for her forgiveness.
Meng Ji nodded vigorously, "I forgive you."
Then she knelt on the ground like him, put her hands around Lu Ye's neck, and looked into his deep eyes.
"Those who do wrong things must be punished." She paused, "Lu Ye, I will punish you by spending your whole life by my side to atone for your sins."
Her eyes were red and her tears fell on the floor, making a dull sound.
Lu Ye smiled.
He lowered his head and kissed away the tears on her face.
"I atone."
"A lifetime." His voice was hoarse and relieved.
