If I don’t write a book today, I’ll just write a chapter.
First of all, I would like to thank all readers and grandfathers for their support since the beginning. Xiaochen is honored to be accompanied by readers and grandfathers.
Thank you very much, sincerely thank you, for helping me get through the most difficult moments.
I feel a bit stuck today and want to chat with my readers.
Three questions.
Family, love, career.
Let’s talk about family issues first, which is also the issue that troubles Xiaochen the most.
About seven years ago, my father got infected with Internet addiction, and then he got out of hand. In just a few years, his house, car, and career were all gone.
In addition, they also owed a large amount of loans. For seven years, the family lived a life of fear and nervousness.
It’s nothing. If it’s gone, it’s gone. You can start over from scratch.
But there are some things that are almost impossible to quit once you touch them, and no matter how strong your willpower is, it’s useless...
Hey~ Dad asked Xiaochen for another three hundred yuan today, and he didn’t know what he was for.
Three hundred yuan is not bad. In the past half month, my father took a total of 5K from my sisters and sisters, plus the little he earned, a total of 1.3 yuan...
Don't think about it, I must have gone to D again...
Hahaha, it doesn’t matter, just do whatever you want, but what can three hundred dollars do...
When I asked, I just said I wanted to use it and said nothing else...
You said, don't give it, what if it is really urgently needed? Or maybe I have no money to eat...
You say, give it, but you don’t know what he is going to do...
Dad loves Xiaochen very much, he has loved him since he was a child, and Xiaochen also knows and understands...
But now this love is really weighing down Xiaochen so much...
Half-knowledge, fear, concealment, deception, the list goes on and on...
Xiaochen doesn’t want to live this kind of life all his life, and he doesn’t want to be dragged down all his life. Xiaochen also has the life he longs for...
Therefore, Xiaochen even had plans to stay away from his original family before...
Haha, escape, selfish? Yes, that's it. These Xiao Chen all admitted that Xiao Chen had indeed thought about this...
In the past seven years, from the age of 12 to 19, I have been really tired. The physical pressure is nothing, but the mental pressure is too much...
If this continues, Xiao Chen feels like he is really going to go crazy...
cause.
Writing novels and online articles, Xiaochen has been writing novels for almost seven months...
The progress is pretty good and it can be developed as a career. Xiaochen also wants to develop in this direction.
Like, freedom, no need to deal with complicated interpersonal relationships
If possible, Xiaochen would be willing to write for the rest of his life...
Once your career is stable, you can find a wife who has the same views and ideas, do what you want to do, and go where you want to go...
After having enough fun, find a quiet place and live an ordinary life...
How wonderful...
love.
The novel is a true portrayal of life.
Except for some routines and necessary writing techniques, what is written in the novel is generally what Xiaochen longs for and yearns for most.
Haha, it’s ridiculous to say that although Xiaochen writes about harem, in reality he is a love brain...
Xiaochen has a girlfriend...
My girlfriend is very beautiful, very caring, very cute...
Xiaochen loves her very much, really loves her very much...
I really want to go to the end with her and be together forever and ever...
Maybe in the eyes of the reader's grandfather, Xiao Chen is a bit naive, but Xiao Chen really thinks so...
The relationship between me and her is very pure, nothing else is included, only you and me...
Haha, that’s right? Is such that……
Hmm...I feel so confused and sleepy, I can't open my eyes, and I don't know what I wrote...
Good night, dear readers...
