Lu Yinghan was kicked out by the Lu family.
This year, she was 13 years old.
His sister went out with him, but disappeared. Everyone in the family thought that she had deliberately lost Lu Xuanyao.
So she was kicked out.
The gloomy sky and the sticky air made the already sad Lu Yinghan even more sad.
With tears on her face, she walked helplessly on the road, not knowing where to go.
I could only walk forward aimlessly.
You must be joking with yourself, why would the family throw the child out?
But in her mind, she recalled the terrifying faces of her family members just now, and a trace of expectation, and her heart suddenly dropped.
There was a huge void that made Lu Yinghan feel extremely sad.
The tears that were flowing were also put back.
Suddenly she couldn't cry anymore.
I just feel the growing sadness in my chest.
She knew she couldn't go back. The Lu family really kicked her out.
Realizing this, Lu Yinghan began to feel troubled. For a long time, in order to get closer to her family, all her thoughts had been on them, so she didn't have many friends at school.
And if they ask for help now, their parents will also murmur in their hearts.
Who would suddenly accept a stranger in their home?
Smiling self-deprecatingly, the tired Lu Yinghan sat on a bench nearby, just sitting there in a dull manner.
The sky is so gray that it seems to suppress people.
Lu Yinghan felt a little breathless, and then raindrops fell on her face.
"Ah, it's raining."
Instead of getting up and anxiously looking for shelter from the rain, the thin girl just stretched out her hands and felt the rain falling on her body.
Soon, the heavy rain wet Lu Yinghan's body. The coolness of the rain and the stuffiness of the air made her skin itch.
Her eyes were red, and she didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her face.
"...Forget it, I can live on my own."
After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yinghan murmured, her voice almost inaudible. She said these words to herself.
She stood up, looked at the clear sky after the rain, and wrung out the rainwater on her clothes.
Moving forward towards the unknown front.
In order to avoid someone who would capture her, Lu Yinghan would find her hiding place in advance, and her sleep was restless throughout the night.
Fear filled her heart.
I had to endure it when I was hungry. In the morning, I would check out the expired trash cans behind some bakeries to see if there was anything to eat.
There is a meal.
As long as you don't die.
With this idea in mind, she finally walked to the orphanage.
Looking at the building ahead, she felt that her good days had finally arrived.
But life never goes the way she wants...
Perhaps it was her sudden joining that made the children who had been in the orphanage for a long time feel grudges. Coupled with the director's hot and cold attitude towards her, the children became even more aggressive towards Lu Yinghan.
"Look at her! She's wearing this outfit again today!"
"There is no way, who told her not to listen to the dean's mother yesterday and not eat well, so the dean's mother did not give her new clothes this time."
Lu Yinghan, who was suffering from a fever, was holding back her turbulent stomach. Listening to the children's ridicule in her ears, she began to feel numb.
As the children talked, they got closer and closer to Lu Yinghan, and even started to move their hands.
You kick, I kick.
Laughing and having fun.
Lu Yinghan used her arms to protect her head and curled up together to prevent herself from getting hurt in more and more places.
His eyes were empty, and he was counting down the time until this time was over.
Anyway, as long as you live, that's fine.
The rest didn't matter to her anymore.
"Ah! Who hit me!"
Suddenly, one of the leading children shouted in a fierce tone.
He turned around and looked behind him to see who had the guts to throw stones at him.
But there was no one behind.
While he was still wondering, the boys on the side also started screaming.
"What...what's going on..."
There was no one behind, but there were indeed rocks flying towards them.
When they chased one stone in the direction, the stone would come from another direction.
This group of children was quite frightened.
All thoughts about Lu Yinghan disappeared all of a sudden, and all he could think about was who threw this stone.
The orphanage is only so big.
They searched every corner, even going to the basement where Lu Yinghan lived, but found no one.
The leading child was obviously anxious and shouted angrily into the air behind him.
"Don't get caught by me. If you get caught by me, I will definitely ask someone to beat you too!"
As soon as he said this, another big stone hit the boy on the head.
As if he was upset, just after throwing one piece, another piece was thrown in the same place.
So, Lu Yinghan watched him leave this place howling.
Use running.
Lu Yinghan watched from beginning to end. After seeing the group of people running away, she stood up and began to wander around to see who was helping her behind the scenes.
But after looking around, there was no one there, but Lu Yinghan made a note of it.
Because this was her first time, the beating ended so quickly.
"I don't know who you are, but thank you for helping me."
Lu Yinghan also said something to the air, but still no one came out.
Lu Yinghan bowed obediently and returned to his basement.
From that day on, this phenomenon happened around Lu Yinghan from time to time.
The next day the boys came again to cause trouble for Lu Yinghan.
Xiao Shitou came over on time and drove away the group of children who bullied Lu Yinghan.
Like chasing sparrows.
Even when I go out to pick up bottles, a bottle will suddenly roll next to me, even though there is no trash next to it.
Lu Yinghan was sure that there was someone beside her helping her.
After realizing this, her dry heart finally felt a little moist.
The goal of living every day has become to 'meet' this 'mysterious' kind-hearted person every day.
Lu Yinghan affectionately called this mysterious man 'Daddy Long Legs'.
Every time Daddy-Long-Legs comes, Lu Yinghan can feel the warmth in her heart.
A moldy basement doesn't seem so embarrassing either.
For the first time, Lu Yinghan felt that it was a wise choice for her not to give up on living.
This is the first person to help him wholeheartedly. Although he doesn’t know what he needs to do to help him like this, but now, ‘daddy-long-legs’ only needs to be really good to him.
Just when Lu Yinghan was living every day with expectation, Daddy-Long-Legs quietly disappeared beside her.
Although she was about to leave the orphanage at that time.
Lu Yinghan was a little uncomfortable with the long absence of emptiness.
But the heavy pressure of life left her no time to think too much. When she was 18 and just coming of age, the dean kicked her out without giving her a chance to stay.
Lu Yinghan also accepted it silently, took her package, and embarked on the baptism of society.
After all, it is society, not the living environment of an orphanage that can be compared.
She originally thought that after coming out of the orphanage, she was finally out of the sea of suffering, but what she didn't expect was that this was another hell.
The thought of looking forward to daddy-long-legs has also been wiped out bit by bit by life.
At this time, she was already running for life and getting rid of the thorns.
She has fallen in line with this society. If someone comes up to talk to her, she will be the first to be vigilant in her heart to prevent them from doing harm to her.
She has become no longer kind.
The heavy pressure of life made Lu Yinghan's eyes gradually become silent. At this time, she lived in a small iron shed. On rainy days, the room would leak. She skillfully took out several buckets and put them in the houses that often leaked. Where it rains.
She looked at the gray sky outside and the pouring rain, and suddenly recalled in her mind the song of her uncle-long-legs who helped her when she was in the orphanage.
This night, she seemed to feel the long-lost warmth.
She felt it cautiously, hoping that this was not a dream, so when she got up in the morning, she saw that there was no more water dripping from the place where the rain had leaked, but it was still raining outside.
"Woo..."
Tears welled up in her eyes. Lu Yinghan was on the bed, burying her face in the quilt and crying silently.
After crying, she wiped away her tears and continued to go to work.
But the haze in my heart also dissipated a lot.
In the days to come, she will live a good life and will not be so negative again.
Even after learning that she had a terminal illness, she didn't feel too sad. She could only purse her lips and accept this fact.
It doesn't matter, she's fine.
Because she knows that Daddy-Long-Legs is still by her side.
In her last days, she finally realized her wish to travel all over the world, wherever she went.
Although time was limited and she didn't finish all the walks, she still successfully arrived at the place she had chosen.
She was ready for everything, put the paper in the bag, then endured the severe pain in her body and lay down.
The sunshine is really good today, and the white clouds are also very beautiful. When the wind blows, Lu Yinghan feels at ease.
"I haven't treated myself badly."
After saying this softly, Lu Yinghan's eyelids began to fight due to the huge sleepiness.
They say that when people leave, there will be a revolving door.
But in Lu Yinghan's revolving lantern, only the period when he was taken care of by Daddy-Long-Legs was the happiest time.
"Silly boy... Silly boy..."
I seem to hear the cry of an old man. Who is it?
Why was she crying so sadly? Lu Yinghan's eyes gradually closed, but she still looked at the source of the sound.
Vaguely, an old grandfather was beside him. His body was almost transparent, and he was kneeling next to him, crying in pain.
When his hands were placed on Lu Yinghan's, the familiar feeling hit Lu Yinghan's heart.
She looked at this old man with a face she couldn't see clearly in surprise, and wanted to use her last strength to remember it.
Her eyes suddenly burned, and the moment she closed her eyes, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.
She left with a smile.
At least, there was someone by her side when she left.
Others will cry for themselves.
Thank you, Daddy-Long-Legs.
If there is a fate, how much I hope that I can come to you in person and say something to you.
"Thanks."