"There is a person in my heart who is hidden in my heart like the white moonlight and in my heart is like a cinnabar mole. As long as she looks at me, I am willing to break all my pride and surrender to her."
Text/Meet the Stars
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That night.
Caught off guard by the heavy rain, purple lightning tore apart the gloomy night, bringing a brief burst of light.
Master bedroom on the second floor.
There were scattered clothes everywhere on the soft carpet, making the room full of beauty.
In the quiet space, the sounds of heavy breathing and haunting moans were amplified countless times at this moment.
Another bolt of lightning flashed, illuminating the two people leaning against each other on the bed more clearly.
On the red sheet, chestnut-colored hair was spread messily. The girl's fair skin had a layer of pink, and her long eyelashes were shimmering and trembling slightly.
The ravaged red lips opened slightly, and a sultry final note escaped from them.
The swan's neck is slightly raised, revealing the mottled and ambiguous red marks on it.
Her hands were clenching the sheets tightly, and the flat quilt was caught in messy folds. The red color made her skin color whiter, and her white jade-like arms were covered with dots of red.
There was a wet feeling on her chest, her scalp instantly numbed, and the shame and faint pleasure made her unable to help but uttered: "Well..."
Before she finished speaking, the man held her chin and kissed her forcefully.
"Thank you, thank you Yubai, please be gentler..."
The man above laughed softly, opened his mouth to hold her snow-white earlobe, stretched out his tongue and licked it, his twinkling fox eyes were full of ambiguity, and his grainy voice came: "Baby, I want it too, but It doesn't listen to me."
Shen Suiyu glared at him angrily.
But she really didn't have the energy now. There were tears in the corners of her eyes and the ends of her eyes were red. It was more like coquettishness than glare.
Xie Yubai's eyes darkened, his sexy Adam's apple rolled slightly, and desire surged in his eyes.
"Baby, do you want me to die in my bed?"
"you--"
Before she could finish speaking, her eyes were in a trance and the ceiling was shaking.
"Baby, relax, huh?"
The last note was dragged up by him, and the words between his lips and teeth were entwined with tenderness and tenderness, like the strongest wine brewed in the world, making people intoxicated.
Shen Suiyu swayed slightly, her slender waist sank into the man's palm, and fell into his arms.
"Good boy, change your position."
Shen Suiyu: "..."
If she had known this would be the case, she would not have been tricked into the Civil Affairs Bureau by this bitch man no matter what she said.
After all, considering that it was her first time, Xie Yubai didn't dare to be too presumptuous.
After it was over, I took her to take a bath.
Shen Suiyu fell asleep without knowing why.
Then, she seemed to have a dream.
Because she saw another self.
Shen Suiyu in the dream has the same life trajectory, personality and style of handling things.
She first saw Xie Yubai coaxing Shen Suiyu to get a marriage certificate. The man who was calm and collected while getting the certificate looked at their marriage certificate and giggled after she fell asleep.
Shen Suigu couldn't help laughing.
Why are you so stupid?
Also, the usual Xie Yubai has nothing to do with calmness.
She was originally curious about what was wrong with Xie Yubai today, but it turned out that she was so happy.
However, what happened next made the smile freeze on her face for the first time.
After getting married, the lives of Shen Suiyu and Xie Yubai were not much different from before. Apart from work and study, they stayed together every day.
The first time we arrived, there was a sudden car accident.
Shen Suiyu was floating in the air, watching the girl in her dream walking on the road, and a large truck crashed into her out of control.
She heard shattering, screaming, roaring... and a heart-rending voice: "Suisui!"
She saw the chaotic scene, the panicked people around her, the blood all over the world, and the figures running madly towards this side...
It's Xie Yubai!
The scene turned and Shen Suiyu saw the tall figure in a sea of iris flowers.
He looked very haggard, with an unkempt beard and heavy dark circles under his eyes. His usually straight back was bent, and he looked extremely embarrassed.
The bright eyes in the past have now become dim and dull, and the back is extremely lonely.
Shen Suiyu opened his mouth, not knowing what he felt. He moved his eyes slightly and saw the tombstone.
——Beloved Wife Shen Suiyu’s Tomb
Shen Suiyu's eyes widened.
She is dead?
"Sui Sui." The man twitched the corner of his mouth and forced out a bitter smile. He squatted down and slowly stroked the words on the tomb with his beautiful fingertips. His throat was full of pain, "I miss you... "
These words seemed to open some valve. He knelt on the ground, tears falling heavily, as fragile as a child.
"Liar...liar..."
"You clearly said that you will stay with me forever..."
"How long has it been since you abandoned me..."
"Why did you abandon me...?"
"...Is there something I didn't do well?"
"Come back and tell me, okay?"
"I can change it...I really can change it..."
He spoke intermittently, his voice was choked with sobs, and he couldn't even form a sentence.
Shen Suiyu felt distressed when he saw it.
She wanted to hug him and comfort him: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
But she can't do it, she seems to be a piao now.
Nothing can be done.
Even so, she still squatted down, stretched out her hands to wipe away his tears, and whispered softly: "Why are you crying again? Didn't you make a promise when you were young? You won't cry anymore. Why did you break your promise?"
The man's body froze for a moment, and he touched the corners of his eyes blankly.
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If you're tired, watch it if you like it, quit if you don't like it.
There are flowers for each eye, no one is forcing you to look at them, don’t make unnecessary presence here, it’s very annoyingòᆺó
In the book review, introduction and essay, I have written some de-mining notes. After much thought, I will say them again here:
1. Suisui and Xiaobai are childhood sweethearts who have known each other since childhood. They hold a huge weight in each other's hearts and will not become estranged just because of a dream or something that may happen in the future.
2. Xiaobai only loves Suisui from beginning to end.
Maybe he is an emotional mysophobia, or he may not have experienced severe beatings. The male protagonists in my works are all virtuous, clean physically and mentally, dedicated and affectionate. As long as the female protagonist is around, his attention will be on her, commonly known as the "love brain" .
3. She is not weak at all years. Even without Xiao Bai, she can still support herself. She is also very smart.
Don't ask, don't tell, doesn't mean you don't know anything.
4. There may be a little too much drama in the early stage system and supporting characters, and it is not easy to change anymore, otherwise it will be chaos.
5. The heroine’s strength and personality will be explained later.
6. Meet again in Chapter 35.
7. I wish you a happy reading.